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Friday Dec 03, 2004

Dec 3, 2004
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Time: 1:54 PM
Drink: Water
Music: Styrofoam - Misguided

Well.. My birthday is tomorrow. I'll be 25 years old. It doesn't feel real. Why do the memories I had from being 17 never seem to fade? Do people who are 65 still feel like they're just turning 20?

So 25 years ago tomorrow, at 8:08 am, I was born in a house in Bellingham, Wa. I was a natural childbirth, and my brother cut my umbilical cord. Since that time I have:

1: Changed schools 15 times
2: Lived in the tropics
3: Lived in absolute poverty
4: Fallen in Love once
5: Had 6 cats who have all died of disease or been killed. (I'm on cats 7 & 8 now)
6: Managed to keep myself off drugs and alcohol.
7:Sold Drugs
8: Cried because I was happy
9: Been in awe of everything, and nothing in particular
10: Faced most of my fears
11: Run from the cops and gotten away
12: Run from the cops and gotten caught
13: Managed to never get in a fight
14: Yet still be jumped by 4 guys who mistook me for someone else.
15: Taken 2 styles of Kung Fu, 3 styles of Yoga, Piano Lessons, Rock Climbing, Sky Diving, Sang in a choir
16: Broken my wrist once, fractured it twice,my tailbone once, chipped 4 teeth
16: Made more real friends over the internet than I've made by meeting people in person
17: Been scammed
18: Scammed on people
19: Realized that scamming is wrong
20: Been Vegetarian, a Carnivore, then Vegetarian, then Vegan
21: Left everything I had for the idea that better things await
22: Realized that doing so is what keeps you alive
23: Only had about 5 to 6 dreams that I can remember vividly.
24: Kept promises that you didn't know I made
25: Made a lot of fucking lists.
VIEW 25 of 118 COMMENTS
hellcatjustine:
I never got into the kinds of drugs that are big with that, but watching some of the shit I saw going down, I think I'd just as soon stay away from that whole crowd.


Dec 16, 2004
prettydeadgirl:
how are you doing? smile blush
Dec 16, 2004

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