Time: 10:32 AM
Music: Not sure yet.. still rubbing my eyes.
Drink: Water
I'm still not exactly sure why I set my alarm for 10am this morning, but here I am.. up, sitting in my underwear and a tshirt on the computer.
I was talking to Ryan the other night just about being social and whatnot, and divulged that I have a small bout of social anxiety... always have. It's kind of weird to realize it actually... but it can best be described by the fact that I like to be around large groups of people, but I am most comfortable sitting off to the side observing.. It's really a small small case of anxiety, but it can best be felt when someone comes and gets real close to me to talk to me.. it's like every step closer you take to me, i'm taking a step back. Anyways.. kind of weird. WOOHOO for social disorders!
So I'm going to go to this "Vegan Meetup" thing in about an hour and a half.. you know www.meetup.com or whatever.. well there's some vegan meetup thing happening today, so I figured I'd check it out and see if there is anyone cool there.. but I'm half expecting there to be like 2 other people there or something. I need to go to OTSU and pick up some new shoes as well.. mine are starting to get a bit ragged. So the other night I was messing around after I got out of the shower and took this picture.. kinda spooky lookin.. but kinda cool I guess.. I don't know.. I was bored. Tonight I'll be off to some outdoor party that one of my old room mates is throwing.. I've got my camera all charged up, so hopefully there will be something of interest to take pictures of.
In other news.. I'm back to practically square one as far as Burningman goes for this year. My room mate and I have been planning this trip for like the past 8 months of so, and less than a month before we leave (actually 2 days ago) he bails out, leaving me with no transportation to and fro. I'm a bit stressed by the whole situation, but I think I'll be able to make it work...I've had offers to camp with some big camps, but if any of you SG Burners want to hang out let me know, cause I'm a free agent now.
I am the lone locust of the apocalypse, think of me when you look into the night sky.
Music: Not sure yet.. still rubbing my eyes.
Drink: Water
I'm still not exactly sure why I set my alarm for 10am this morning, but here I am.. up, sitting in my underwear and a tshirt on the computer.
I was talking to Ryan the other night just about being social and whatnot, and divulged that I have a small bout of social anxiety... always have. It's kind of weird to realize it actually... but it can best be described by the fact that I like to be around large groups of people, but I am most comfortable sitting off to the side observing.. It's really a small small case of anxiety, but it can best be felt when someone comes and gets real close to me to talk to me.. it's like every step closer you take to me, i'm taking a step back. Anyways.. kind of weird. WOOHOO for social disorders!
So I'm going to go to this "Vegan Meetup" thing in about an hour and a half.. you know www.meetup.com or whatever.. well there's some vegan meetup thing happening today, so I figured I'd check it out and see if there is anyone cool there.. but I'm half expecting there to be like 2 other people there or something. I need to go to OTSU and pick up some new shoes as well.. mine are starting to get a bit ragged. So the other night I was messing around after I got out of the shower and took this picture.. kinda spooky lookin.. but kinda cool I guess.. I don't know.. I was bored. Tonight I'll be off to some outdoor party that one of my old room mates is throwing.. I've got my camera all charged up, so hopefully there will be something of interest to take pictures of.
In other news.. I'm back to practically square one as far as Burningman goes for this year. My room mate and I have been planning this trip for like the past 8 months of so, and less than a month before we leave (actually 2 days ago) he bails out, leaving me with no transportation to and fro. I'm a bit stressed by the whole situation, but I think I'll be able to make it work...I've had offers to camp with some big camps, but if any of you SG Burners want to hang out let me know, cause I'm a free agent now.
I am the lone locust of the apocalypse, think of me when you look into the night sky.
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Heh. You'e the guy from 'Clerks'.
Dante Hicks: You hate people!
Randal Graves: But, I love gatherings, isn't it ironic?
I only laugh because I have a similar, um...problem?
I'm a lurker. But I also have an strong instinct to be the center of attention. Strangely, I can actually pull off both at the same time.
I think that's called being an instigator.
[Edited on Aug 07, 2004 9:26PM]