Time: 12:47 AM
Music: misc downtempo
Drink: Homemade Smoothie
Well I have huge fucking bruises all over my:
Arms
Stomach
Ribcage
from Kung-Fu tonight.. We basically paired up in groups of 2 and kicked each other's asses all night.. One thing we did, "conditioning", basically consisted of standing there taking turns kicking each other in the ribs.. I got kicked so hard one time I thought I was going to throw up.. almost knocked me down. Anyways... in some fucked up way it was alot of fun.. But I've always liked shit like that anyways.. I'm not this tough naturally ya know! THESE GUNS WEREN'T MADE IN CHINA YA KNOW!
Well it looks like I'm going to be getting a new place here in the near future.. My hippie room-mate told me tonight that he's going to be going to an International Rainbow Gathering (
) in Feb. in Costa Rica, and he'll be gone for 2 months, and when he gets back he wants to build a Yurt and live in someone's yard rent free.. so he's going to be moving out. Damn hippies.. Ah well.. it's actually good timing.. I've been thinking about moving out anyways.. and this gives me the opportunity to do so without breaking anyones hearts.. Ever since I moved to this city I've wanted to get a loft somewhere downtown.. minimalist.. with enough room to practice kung fu and yoga.. I'll probably get rid of most of the things I have now.. furniture and what not.. I'm really looking to go very minimal... nice, but minimal. I'm just so sick of all these retarded posessions.. and what they represent.
Have you ever had one of those moments where you get the chills up and down your body from happiness, or thinking about something that makes you feel that way? I'm having one of those moments right now.. and it comes in the form of this ineffable feeling that I get when I think about everything I've been through.. and where I'm taking myself. I've never been much for destiny.. but I've never been completely opposed to it either.. I guess it would be best said that I like to visit both worlds, but I don't want to live in either.. I'd like to think that I make my own choices and control my direction, but that there is, at times, an invisible hand pushing me in the right direction.. I don't know.. I'm not sure if it's a phase, or if this is just me growing into a new person that feels every moment so much more, but I'm stuck in a constant state of awe for this world, and everything inside it. It's a blessing and a curse, but not something I would ever wish to have taken away..
My goals for this coming year are as follows in no specific order:
Travel to the UK
Travel to India
Travel to Hawaii
Go to BurningMan
Travel to the Yucatan, and go to Xel-Ha
Also various trips throughout the US..
Read alot more..
take over the planet
Music: misc downtempo
Drink: Homemade Smoothie
Well I have huge fucking bruises all over my:
Arms
Stomach
Ribcage
from Kung-Fu tonight.. We basically paired up in groups of 2 and kicked each other's asses all night.. One thing we did, "conditioning", basically consisted of standing there taking turns kicking each other in the ribs.. I got kicked so hard one time I thought I was going to throw up.. almost knocked me down. Anyways... in some fucked up way it was alot of fun.. But I've always liked shit like that anyways.. I'm not this tough naturally ya know! THESE GUNS WEREN'T MADE IN CHINA YA KNOW!
Well it looks like I'm going to be getting a new place here in the near future.. My hippie room-mate told me tonight that he's going to be going to an International Rainbow Gathering (
) in Feb. in Costa Rica, and he'll be gone for 2 months, and when he gets back he wants to build a Yurt and live in someone's yard rent free.. so he's going to be moving out. Damn hippies.. Ah well.. it's actually good timing.. I've been thinking about moving out anyways.. and this gives me the opportunity to do so without breaking anyones hearts.. Ever since I moved to this city I've wanted to get a loft somewhere downtown.. minimalist.. with enough room to practice kung fu and yoga.. I'll probably get rid of most of the things I have now.. furniture and what not.. I'm really looking to go very minimal... nice, but minimal. I'm just so sick of all these retarded posessions.. and what they represent.
Have you ever had one of those moments where you get the chills up and down your body from happiness, or thinking about something that makes you feel that way? I'm having one of those moments right now.. and it comes in the form of this ineffable feeling that I get when I think about everything I've been through.. and where I'm taking myself. I've never been much for destiny.. but I've never been completely opposed to it either.. I guess it would be best said that I like to visit both worlds, but I don't want to live in either.. I'd like to think that I make my own choices and control my direction, but that there is, at times, an invisible hand pushing me in the right direction.. I don't know.. I'm not sure if it's a phase, or if this is just me growing into a new person that feels every moment so much more, but I'm stuck in a constant state of awe for this world, and everything inside it. It's a blessing and a curse, but not something I would ever wish to have taken away..
My goals for this coming year are as follows in no specific order:
Travel to the UK
Travel to India
Travel to Hawaii
Go to BurningMan
Travel to the Yucatan, and go to Xel-Ha
Also various trips throughout the US..
Read alot more..
take over the planet
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lunna:
Happy Holidays Sweetie. 
rybo:
merry fucking christmas 