Time: 9:32 AM
Music: Massive Attack - Live @ The Royal Albert Hall
So i stayed up really late last night talking to this girl on the computer. We talked about working together in the future towards world peace and harmony. Now it's 9 something in the morning, and i was late to work cause i was too busy dreaming about how we're going to accomplish this task. Hrmm.. so I try to keep things on a lighter level before i talk about anything serious.. but i dont really care for bullshitting.. i do enough of that at work.
So this morning as i'm driving to work, I was thinking about males and their obsession with sex. I really would like to know the general populations opinions on things, because so often on so many levels i just feel very different than everyone else. I dont mean just sex, or sexuality, or fashion, or life style, but more like this blanket feeling of being and feeling very different. Maybe i'm just imagining things, but it'd be nice to see if the ways i think and feel really are that different or not.
Anyways.. back to the sex thing.. now dont get me wrong,.. i heart sex... and it's great and all that.. but i can turn that desire off in my head like a switch. However, the thing i can't seem to turn off is the desire for female companionship from a romantic perspective. I don't want someone to fuck.. i want someone to care about.. and the fucking comes along as an added bonus. I've never had a one night stand, i'm not into "dating" , and i dont go through girls like a book of matches like most guys i know. I'd rather be alone instead of consuming everything i can get my hands on. But anyways.. so i guess what i'm trying to say is that i'm a romantic... and there's alot more to relationships in my eyes than sex.
So the theme for the day is this:
Quality and not Quantity
Quality of Life
Quality of Health
Quality of Love
Quality of Work
Quality of .. well you get the picture.
Instead of consuming gluttonous amounts of ____(insert whatever you want here.. people, experiences, lovers) slide your goals towards over all quality of life, and not quantity of life.
Music: Massive Attack - Live @ The Royal Albert Hall
So i stayed up really late last night talking to this girl on the computer. We talked about working together in the future towards world peace and harmony. Now it's 9 something in the morning, and i was late to work cause i was too busy dreaming about how we're going to accomplish this task. Hrmm.. so I try to keep things on a lighter level before i talk about anything serious.. but i dont really care for bullshitting.. i do enough of that at work.
So this morning as i'm driving to work, I was thinking about males and their obsession with sex. I really would like to know the general populations opinions on things, because so often on so many levels i just feel very different than everyone else. I dont mean just sex, or sexuality, or fashion, or life style, but more like this blanket feeling of being and feeling very different. Maybe i'm just imagining things, but it'd be nice to see if the ways i think and feel really are that different or not.
Anyways.. back to the sex thing.. now dont get me wrong,.. i heart sex... and it's great and all that.. but i can turn that desire off in my head like a switch. However, the thing i can't seem to turn off is the desire for female companionship from a romantic perspective. I don't want someone to fuck.. i want someone to care about.. and the fucking comes along as an added bonus. I've never had a one night stand, i'm not into "dating" , and i dont go through girls like a book of matches like most guys i know. I'd rather be alone instead of consuming everything i can get my hands on. But anyways.. so i guess what i'm trying to say is that i'm a romantic... and there's alot more to relationships in my eyes than sex.
So the theme for the day is this:
Quality and not Quantity
Quality of Life
Quality of Health
Quality of Love
Quality of Work
Quality of .. well you get the picture.
Instead of consuming gluttonous amounts of ____(insert whatever you want here.. people, experiences, lovers) slide your goals towards over all quality of life, and not quantity of life.
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
tomahto:
I'm just going for side of the island, here.
abigail:
i guess it depends on what you're willing to risk. talking to someone usually isn't dangerous, and if in it doesn't work out that way, you can still admire said crush from afar..........right? i think it's worh a try......... if you have anything to say that is........