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polly:
yeah. sorry, it's true.
polly:
it was more about Siren's post in your journal and me agreeing with you about the post.
ME > YOU
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fractal:
like whoa.
15000.
15000.
Time: 11:40 PM
Drink: Water
Music: Jeff Nibbler - Deep House
"The real learning is unlearning all that one has learned." - Sufi Saying
Sometimes the most interesting part of having strong convictions is to learn that your strengths create your weaknesses, and all the ways that you hold yourself to one belief alienate you from the possibilities of accepting new beliefs.
There is a...
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Drink: Water
Music: Jeff Nibbler - Deep House
"The real learning is unlearning all that one has learned." - Sufi Saying
Sometimes the most interesting part of having strong convictions is to learn that your strengths create your weaknesses, and all the ways that you hold yourself to one belief alienate you from the possibilities of accepting new beliefs.
There is a...
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kalischild:
This site is such an odd culture. You post this and get no comments at all, except for my humble post.
Yet you post something like "I am soooooo pretty"
And you get dozens.
I think people are a lot more intimidated by intimacy than I can really ever appreciate.
Which leads me to wonder whether any of those people will really ever even learn what they really desire, let alone attain it.
You may never read this comment, unless you're the type of person who back-checks their own journal for new comments. But be that as it may; even if you never receive this, let it be a digital prayer wheel, eternally spinning in the transistors and circuitry of the SG server, wherever that lives.
And let the prayer it speaks be:
Stay cool, Ami. Stay cool.
Yet you post something like "I am soooooo pretty"
And you get dozens.
I think people are a lot more intimidated by intimacy than I can really ever appreciate.
Which leads me to wonder whether any of those people will really ever even learn what they really desire, let alone attain it.
You may never read this comment, unless you're the type of person who back-checks their own journal for new comments. But be that as it may; even if you never receive this, let it be a digital prayer wheel, eternally spinning in the transistors and circuitry of the SG server, wherever that lives.
And let the prayer it speaks be:
Stay cool, Ami. Stay cool.
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ateam:
nicely chosen name. 
sigma:
I'm too drunk to deal with that name right now................................................................................................................. 
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tegan:
oh
-feels stupid-
-feels stupid-
vixenchik:
well don't worry, the 'flock of seagulls' thing is a compliment coming from me 
I love when people make up their own cut... it's the stylist in me 
Nice to meet you, btw. Glad you know Siren, from the short time I've been talking to her, she seems like a beautiful person.
ViX
I love when people make up their own cut... it's the stylist in me
Nice to meet you, btw. Glad you know Siren, from the short time I've been talking to her, she seems like a beautiful person.
ViX
Time: 11:10 PM
Drink: Peppermint Tea
Music: Souls of Mischief - Anything Can Happen
Hrmm.. it's always a learning experience to see how people interpret when I write in contrast to what I was feeling and meant when I wrote it.. Oddly enough I was very happy when I wrote my last entry, and I thought I did a good job conveying the main idea...
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Drink: Peppermint Tea
Music: Souls of Mischief - Anything Can Happen
Hrmm.. it's always a learning experience to see how people interpret when I write in contrast to what I was feeling and meant when I wrote it.. Oddly enough I was very happy when I wrote my last entry, and I thought I did a good job conveying the main idea...
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london:
shush it Ami
ally:
ohhh..such a good profile pic!
Time: 3:15 AM
Drink: none for me thanks.. I'm already drunk.
Music: Daddy I'm in Love with a Gangsta
I just want to re-live that moment one more time.. that moment when everything clicks in your head and you realize that the dividing line between what you want and what you get is nothing more than a stray hair clouding your vision, hanging down in...
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Drink: none for me thanks.. I'm already drunk.
Music: Daddy I'm in Love with a Gangsta
I just want to re-live that moment one more time.. that moment when everything clicks in your head and you realize that the dividing line between what you want and what you get is nothing more than a stray hair clouding your vision, hanging down in...
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miffy:
your new photos are so clean! Quality, that is.
boy do I need a camera.
boy do I need a camera.
miffy:
I've felt the way you describe consistently for the past few months. Even with the natural wave of joys and disappointments that happen in life, it all quickly dissipates and I relax.
Maybe when I'm a scary, unmarried middle aged Korean woman with 13 cats I will feel differently.
Maybe when I'm a scary, unmarried middle aged Korean woman with 13 cats I will feel differently.
Time: 4:46 AM
Drink: take one fucking guess..
Music: Abacus & Esthero - When I Fall
My funny valentine, I don't find you funny
Seaside, the sunny, the fame, the money
Who am I to say, so you don't even wanto to be a
No, I can't say it, my mouth is like a...
Bitter sweet and twisted, deceitful like I'm gifted
Even Gods God's...
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Drink: take one fucking guess..
Music: Abacus & Esthero - When I Fall
My funny valentine, I don't find you funny
Seaside, the sunny, the fame, the money
Who am I to say, so you don't even wanto to be a
No, I can't say it, my mouth is like a...
Bitter sweet and twisted, deceitful like I'm gifted
Even Gods God's...
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tankboi:
sorry you had to encounter my insanly drunk ass the other night.
we really should hang out some time.
i swear i'm not that annoying
we really should hang out some time.
i swear i'm not that annoying
violet:
it was great to meet you. thanks for dinner, and your terribly hot. but don't let that go to your head mister!
Time: 7:59 PM
Music: Deathcab for Cutie - Live Set
Drink: Columbia Gorge Protein
Oh god.. I wish there was a camera crew that followed me everywhere to document my life. PURE GOLD I TELL YOU!
So, I ride my bike quite a bit.. from home to work, work to home , home to the grocery store, and on and on.. It's a road bike,...
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Music: Deathcab for Cutie - Live Set
Drink: Columbia Gorge Protein
Oh god.. I wish there was a camera crew that followed me everywhere to document my life. PURE GOLD I TELL YOU!
So, I ride my bike quite a bit.. from home to work, work to home , home to the grocery store, and on and on.. It's a road bike,...
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trismegistus:
people who are never dorky are not to be emulated, for they are repressed. dorkiness is a human trait. and i find it extremely endearing.
ryan:
i saw you when i was driving home on burnside.... i saw the flashing red and blue lites...
you okay? let me guess... yer plates? hope you didn't get a ticket!! that wold suck ass... especially because we were just talking about that stuff!!! i'd call ya, but dont got the digits..
get a good nite sleep. tomorrow will be a good day.
xoxo
you okay? let me guess... yer plates? hope you didn't get a ticket!! that wold suck ass... especially because we were just talking about that stuff!!! i'd call ya, but dont got the digits..
get a good nite sleep. tomorrow will be a good day.
xoxo
Time: 1:21 AM
Music: Earthcrisis
Drink: Organic Fruit & Tofu Smoothie
Ok.. I just got quite possibly the most fucked up random phone call I've ever gotten.
Shera, Tegan, Stormy, Nixon, Nixion(possibly?), and various others have WAAAAAAAAY too much time on their hands..
but let me clear some things up:
1: No I won't piss in your ass
2: No, sheepskin condoms aren't vegan
3:...
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Music: Earthcrisis
Drink: Organic Fruit & Tofu Smoothie
Ok.. I just got quite possibly the most fucked up random phone call I've ever gotten.
Shera, Tegan, Stormy, Nixon, Nixion(possibly?), and various others have WAAAAAAAAY too much time on their hands..
but let me clear some things up:
1: No I won't piss in your ass
2: No, sheepskin condoms aren't vegan
3:...
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nixon:
I'm the last person you have tell about what's in Sicily's asshole. I've seen it with my own two eyes.
ally:
fucktards....that's my word of the day!
Time: 1:27 AM
Music: Ladytron
Drink: Peppermint Tea w/ Soy (75/25)
Well.. Prom 2004 was interesting to say the least. I met alot of rad people, and much fun was had.
Special thanks go out to my pals SFDeep & Naiad for putting me up and hanging out with me the whole weekend, as well as to the wonderful, and halfway as vegan as me,...
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Music: Ladytron
Drink: Peppermint Tea w/ Soy (75/25)
Well.. Prom 2004 was interesting to say the least. I met alot of rad people, and much fun was had.
Special thanks go out to my pals SFDeep & Naiad for putting me up and hanging out with me the whole weekend, as well as to the wonderful, and halfway as vegan as me,...
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sigma:
You lucky, lucky bastard.
Seems I keep saying that to you over the decade.
Seems I keep saying that to you over the decade.
babybeezer:
this is the picture I was talking about
looking ecstatic at the "happiest place on earth."
looking ecstatic at the "happiest place on earth."
Time: 1:28 AM
Music: Delirium
Drink: Nadda
I imagine every possibility of this life and all the options laid out on the table before me like a deck of cards spread out by the sly magician before the drunk passerby.. is this your card? I suppose that my choice doesn't matter as much as where my eyes wander when I make my selection. Will I...
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Music: Delirium
Drink: Nadda
I imagine every possibility of this life and all the options laid out on the table before me like a deck of cards spread out by the sly magician before the drunk passerby.. is this your card? I suppose that my choice doesn't matter as much as where my eyes wander when I make my selection. Will I...
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trilobyte:
Good to finally get to meet you this weekend, hope the trip home went smoothly.
trilobyte:
Excellent trip, except for the too short part. The big events get too big sometimes and you don't get to connect with all the ppl you want, though overall it's a blast. I think I need to work out some kind of SF road trip that's not a very big shindig, I'm also due to getting around to visiting Portland one of these days.