feel alittle fucking gross but i thin kthe ends justify the means.
i kinda dont have a past because it's all tied up with people i dont really know adn places i'm not really sure about and institutions which are the falsest form of reality. the last place i was this god awful boarding school/theraputic community (22months) i made alot of mistakes. the biggest being that i was a tool for the school.
you get there and everyone's nice adn understanding until your second day. then it's different. i hate to take away attention but there wasnt much physical abuse. but c'mon, dont we all know emotional, mental and pshycological scars much deeper?
anyway after i few months of gettign berrated at all turns i figured do what who's ahrmign me most to someoen else. new kids come in all the time so i did. and even though in my last few months i tunred against the school's dogma and felt freer to think my own thoughts i never apologized or hinted that i needed to. i kept i tto myself to spite the school. i didnt want them to use my apology as some grand finale in my progress
so i just spent about 30 gettign there personal unlisted numbers and addresses but again isnt that justified becaseu i want to apologize?
i kinda dont have a past because it's all tied up with people i dont really know adn places i'm not really sure about and institutions which are the falsest form of reality. the last place i was this god awful boarding school/theraputic community (22months) i made alot of mistakes. the biggest being that i was a tool for the school.
you get there and everyone's nice adn understanding until your second day. then it's different. i hate to take away attention but there wasnt much physical abuse. but c'mon, dont we all know emotional, mental and pshycological scars much deeper?
anyway after i few months of gettign berrated at all turns i figured do what who's ahrmign me most to someoen else. new kids come in all the time so i did. and even though in my last few months i tunred against the school's dogma and felt freer to think my own thoughts i never apologized or hinted that i needed to. i kept i tto myself to spite the school. i didnt want them to use my apology as some grand finale in my progress
so i just spent about 30 gettign there personal unlisted numbers and addresses but again isnt that justified becaseu i want to apologize?
waldo_____:
I think you're doing the right thing.