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ametrine

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Sunday Apr 19, 2009

Apr 19, 2009
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I can't believe I haven't posted since November.
I get the feeling, though, that I'll be around here a lot more often.

I just got dumped yesterday. After 4 and a half years. I don't know what to do with myself. Its been so long since I've been single that I don't even know what that means. I move into my own place May 1st. I've never lived alone before and I'm scared. This is possibly the worst I've ever felt in my life... it was a completely soul-crushing break up. I guess anything that serious is. These next few weeks are going to be really hard....and the next month I can't imagine being any better. I don't even feel like I know who I am any more.

Yeah....depressing first post back, I know.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
cottser:
Well, in any case it's good to hear from you, and I hope things look up smile
Apr 20, 2009
coleen:
I can start counting down now....60 days!
Apr 22, 2009

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