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It's been two weeks since I posted last. A lot has happened since then.
I still haven't recovered from it all.
One of those weeks I spent at home with my family, and a day in the hospital watching my grandma die. It was painful. She meant a lot to me.
The night she died the snowstorm was so bad we could barely leave the hospital, so we ended up staying in town at a hotel. The wind almost blew me off my feet.
And the aftermath?
This:

The next few days were spent between the funeral home and church.
I never want to smell another flower again.

I did, though, spend a lot of quality time with the dog. Especially since I got violently ill the Thursday following the funeral.

I don't know what it was....stomach flu? Either way I felt awful and hardly left my bed for days.
Now I'm here...life has been moving ahead without me and I'm starting to get left behind. I still haven't been back to school. I have a number of missed tests to write, as well as some new ones and assignments to do. I hate school....seriously. I want to drop out. I know I can't....
Last night was the first night I was actually able to relax and have fun.....drink free beer and eat free nachos provided by the Arts and Sciences student council at UoG. All you have to do is pretend to be an ASci student and you're set for the night; beer, nachos, trivia and free pool!
Anyway, I may have some pictures a lil later from St Patty's day. It was my roomies b-day so we had some people over. I didn't have much fun....but w/e. Its not all about me.

up up and awayyy~!