amethyst

I hope that if some crazy bastard decides to destroy the world, they drop the first bomb on this hell hole!! I hate this place! Girls here are evil! When I lived in B.C. I never had a problem, then I move here and all of a sudden I'm surrouned by assholes!

I was walking down scarth street, when this woman comes up to me (she was a bigger girl) and asks me how much I weigh and if I've ever done modeling and before I even have the chance to smile at such a sweet compliment she informs me that girls like me should be ashamed of ourselves for strutting around looking the way that we do (I'd like to make clear at this point I was wearing jeans and a t-shirt so it's not like I was walking around down town in a a tube top and mini skirt) And that the only reason we look this way is because girls like me don't eat and when we do we simply throw it all up.

At this point I was almost in tears at the sheer rage and adrenaline. And so my pist off rant began. I told her that I think it's terrible that she doesn't like the way she looks and if she wanted to change it she could, I work my ass off through eating healthy and working out to look the way that I do and I won't be brought down by someone who simply isn't comfortable with the way they feel about themselves and is unwilling to make that extra effort that I do.

Man, like I'm not even that skinny! I'm a thin girl but you can't see my ribs because theres a thick wall of muscle over them!!!.....-sigh- like I'm so bitter with the world right now.

I hate feeling this way