american_xile

"Expo '86" by Deathcab for Cutie

Sometimes i think this cycle never ends
We slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again
And it seems by the time that i have figured what it's worth
The squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse.

But if i move my place in line i'll lose.
And i have waited, the anticipation's got me glued.

I am waiting for something to go wrong.
I am waiting for familiar resolve.

Sometimes it seems that i don't have the skills to recollect
The twists and turns of plots that took us from lovers to friends
I'm thinking i should take that volume back up off the shelf
And crack it's weary spine and read to help remind myself

But if i move my place in line i'll lose.
And I have waited, the anticipation's got me glued.

I am waiting for something to wrong
I am waiting for familiar resolve
I am waiting for another repeat
Another diet fed by crippling defeat
And i am waiting for that sense of relief
I am waiting for you to flee the scene
As if you held in your hand the smoking gun
And on the floor lay the one you said you loved.

And it's strange
They are basically the same
So i don't ask names anymore.

Sometimes i think this cycle never ends
We slide from top to bottom and we turn and climb again
And it seems by the time that i have figured what it's worth
The squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse.

The squeaking of our skin against the steel has gotten worse


so i havent much to update on really. I have the weekend off so I do believe I may celebrate by having a drink of guiness or two. also i have some captain morgans left so I may have fun yet this weekend. I will probably be taking pics of Friedberg also, so that will make for an interesting post on monday.
Im hitting the diet routine hard starting tommorow. I feel really puffy. and that is not a good thing. so no more soda(unless its rum and cokes) no more sweets.(yes im even cutting myself off the chocolate chip cookies.) and only two meals a day consisting of mostly fruits and salads with a little meat, depending on how its prepared. so that will be fun.

Ive been waiting for Wicker Park to show up in the mail. Ive never seen it. thought it might be interesting,

well, Heres what makes up a Sag:
Independent, honest, optimistic, friendly, driven, freewheeling, free spirit, good-humored, casual, forthright, philosophical, restless, un-inhibited, adventurous, intuitive, but can be self-righteous, rebellious, irresponsible, careless, inaccurate, superficial, impulsive, outspoken, candid,

so what do you think, does it fit me?

also, heres a photo of natalie portman


chicks, excuse me, what a sexist pig, , ladies with mohawks are hot!

So I still havent come up with any ideas on how i can become a resident of colorado. Theres only two ideas i have and neither seem very..... thought out.
plan 1: Marry someone for convience. Yep, Find a girl seeking free rent and bills paid. she must be willing to relocate to colorado. she will recieve a small check as well from me but will have to sign a prenuptuial so that when i get out of the army we can go our seperate ways shortly thereafter. This plan makes me look like a shitbag though.

Plan 2: The next time on leave, go up to colorado and rent a small apartment for the duration of my army contract. doable but i would be almost completly broke while completing my contract. on the other hand it would allow me to go to college for all four years with the GI bill.

neither seems like a good idea. do you have any ideas?