amelinda

When I think about it, honestly, the main reason I did it was because I never felt loved, you never loved me enough, or just didnt know how to show me you loved me-the way I need to be shown. Or perhaps I am just unlovable? But by you turning around and doing the exact same thing only reminds me of how unloved by you I am.
Like I said to him earlier, if either of you felt even one tenth of the pain I am feeling now, then I am so sorry, and disgusted with myself for not only causing your pain, but also disgusted for being able to cause this type of pain. You both deserve better then me, and I deserve better then you.

My set still needs love,
There will be blood