Tuesday Sep 09, 2008

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My doctors appointment went great on Friday. I have the most adorable doctor. So lets see...i had to get hormones injected straight into my ovaries, that was FUN! the needle was like 8 inches long and extremely thin. The injection itself didn't hurt, but i had crazy cramps the next day. This is just suppose to help prevent more tumors from forming, and shrink the ones i have. I also have a few medications Im suppose to start taking. Even thought my doctor said they are a more natural form of therapy, I cant take them yet because I'm still nursing my son. Its all good though. I didn't even know this was going to happen, but I also had a mini surgery on Friday. They took lymph nods out of each of my armpits. Ill have to take pictures, the stitches look like I don't know how to shave my pits. SEXY.
then, i drove down to Idaho, and we had my son birthday party. It totally didnt go as planned, but it was fun. I invited friends that I hadn't seen in years! So it was cool to see them again. I wish I still lived there so i could catch up with everybody. the theme was zoo animals, and i made him a monkey cake ooo aaa from scratch. It had a layer of banana mousse, that i also made from scratch just cuz thats how i roll.
but i also made him a lil cake that he can dig into. that my 2 year old decorated

and he wished for a hot blond to hold him, and it came true
but before we had cake, we had pizza

and he partied a little too hard

me with out make up

and just so everybody knows that I dont pretend to be a guy some times, here is a pic with both me and my twin brother
who i made a special paper clip flavored cup cake for

and every kids favorite part of their birthday...presents
thats my other lil monkey in that picture also
and just because he is so cute, heres another pic of him
ohh and their dad sent them a lil drum set

The New Kitten

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we also got a kitten. its about 5 days old...thats my guess. While driving back from idaho, in the middle of the highway i saw a black bag. it was dark out so at first i though it was a dead animal, as i got closer i realised it was a bad. I thought "omg what if there are animals in that bag" not really thinking there would be, but my gut told me to stop and move it out of the road. So i pulled over, and walked onto the 75mile per hour highway and picked up the bag. there were indeed animals in it. 3 kittens and a momma cat. looked like some one kicked them to death before tossing them, but among those kitties was one that was still alive. So i moved the bag to the side of the road, and wrapped this kitten in a blanky and headed home again. I have to feed him like every 2 hours or sooner...he is worse then a baby lol. eww and i have stimulate him to go the bath room lol...anyways. I already have a cat named Jazz...like the transformer, so i wanted to stick to that theme with its name, but after the night of hell i had with it last night i decided it should be named after a decepticon, so i thought about it for a while and came up with shockwave...i cant really remember right sense its been years since ive read the comic books, but I think shockwave was the only decepticon to survive the first real transformer war. OK wow, Im a nerd lol. And because he was the only survivor in the litter i felt the name fit


Even More Drama

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Just a few hours ago, i heard a loud thud like somebody fell down the stairs at my neighbors, so i went to check things out. I could hear my neighbor screaming and crying, so i tried to go it after nobody answered my knocks. When I finally got in, it was worse then I thought. My neighbor fell in her kitchen after dumping a pot of boiling water down her body. It was so hot it melted the floor even. her skin was peeling off. I sort of panicked at first, then i called 911, and stripped her clothes off. she is pregnant. her tummy was burnt the worst, and one of her feet. but the burn is pretty much her entire body. She also has 3 children who witnessed the whole thing. a 4 year old, and 2 7 year olds who are both def. They were all crying and confused. I have a def brother so i kind of know sign language, but I am no way near fluent in it, so it was tough trying to enplane to them what was going on. They kept asking me this obe question, that i still can figure out the main sign they are using....so any ways, I have never really talked to my neighbor before, until these past few weeks when she found out she was pregnant, so i feel sort of weird. She is in the hospital right now. her husband his in MI i think, working. And they don't have family around here, so her kids are staying with me. I really dont mind...kids are my life. Im glad i was home, if this would have happened a day sooner, who knows what could have happened.

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noahmack:
Well, I apologize for the disrespect, but fuck that, man. That has NOTHING to do with a woman's merits as a mother, so you shouldn't let that get to you. I mean, I'm sure it's hard, cuz it's your mom, but look: I'm in the Army, my sister's a college graduate pursuing her dream of being in the theatre, and my brother, well, he's a bit of a mess, but I don't think that's too fuckin shabby at all for a couple of drug dealing/addicted parents. Do you? A man/woman's merits as a parent are based on how their relationship with there kid(s) is and how well they take care of them. On that note, I haven't seen anything indicating that you are anything EXCEPT a good mother. You also clearly have some working relationship with their father and that says a lot as well.

If you feel better about moving to Idaho and it doesn't affect their father any more than he is affected now, I don't see a problem with that at all. You're right. You DON'T have to live with your mom. You don't even have to see her much. That's the beauty of being your own person; making your own decisions. kiss
noahmack:
Well, I'm glad you're not being too hard on yourself about it, hun. biggrin
I'm doing pretty well. I only have a little over 2 months left before I'll be back in the US again. Each day closer is a day that I'm a little happier. wink
How about you? When's your next treatment? How are you feeling right now? What about your neighbor? Your kids getting along with eachother alright?

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