amelinda

So I met this guy. AMAZING!! I actually met him like 4 weeks ago...before I admitted that I was ready to date again. Anyways, he is so amazingly perfect. We have hung out a ton of times in the past 2 weeks. He is so great with my kids, and treats me like I'm a human, its great. Ive never had somebody treat me so kind before. He came over one day just to help me out with my kids, while I did my home work. He just showed up and was like " i heard you had a long day, and I know you have home work, so I though Id stop by an help with the boys." WHO DOES THAT? Not even their own father would volunteer to watch them while I do my home work. And man is he cute. His looks, personality, every thing. The down side, he is only 19. And nothing against 19 year olds...especially when they are as mature as he is, but i feel like how unfair is it to this guy for me, a mom of 2, to get serious with him. He still has a ton of life to live, and doesn't need someone with baggage holding him back. I'm really not ready to be in love yet either, and I'm afraid with him being so young, that his heart would fall faster then mine...does that make sense lol