Probably those of you who have subscribed to me for a long time remember that I used to have a big round raccoon 🦝 on my right shoulder blade
He's been with me for over ten years. And to be honest, I've never liked him. I made it when I was 17-18 years old and it was a mistake. I was told that he was cute, and for a while I agreed with others. But every time I saw him in a photo, I realized how ridiculous he looked on me. Lately, I even felt ashamed and couldn't look at my back properly anymore🥺💔
And I realized that it was time for us to say goodbye. Of course, I was a little sad, because this raccoon had been a part of me for a long time. But sensations and perceptions tend to change. So as soon as I realized that I had the opportunity to change it, I did it!
You can see my new back now. Interesting fact: this is the most expensive tattoo. And it was the first time in my life that I cried at a tattoo session😅
It was really very, very painful. For a second, I even thought, "Damn, why is this all about!? Why the fuck am I doing this!? No more tattoos in my life!"
For a while, I had anxiety and depression because my back hurt a lot, and I didn't know if I liked this tattoo or not. It scared me that she was so big and black. But now, after a couple of months, I can say with confidence that I like everything and I endured it all for a reason🖤
