Monday Jul 01, 2002

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I am once again part of the casual sex market... Its kind of a funny feeling. Im still kind of stewing in my thoughts about this boy and all the different ways he managed to hurt my feelings, but fuck it, right? Maybe a little alone time is exactly what I need... Or maybe a lot of alone time. Its fucking insane how many times people go through make ups and break ups in their lifetimes. I can't imagine staying with someone for 20 years just because I had already been with them for 15. The thing that really sucks about shit like this is the friendships that you lose. I'd like to think that my sexual partners have always been my friends as well, and it's sad to think that just because you stop fucking you can't hang out anymore....
solisis:
The underlying problem with people these days... you say it all too well. I managed to import a friend's "live in the moment" clause and dismiss the negativity as soon as it turns sour. The results are a much more gratifying existence and as little drama as necessary for everyday function.
If you remain pleasant to those who want no friend without sex then they just might come around and do the same. Time doesn't heal a damn thing, but sometimes it reveals one's sheer stupidity and stubbornness. And less often they overturn pride and extend a hand in neutral standing. hmmm.... maybe I should release those grudges I harness beneath my belt....

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