okay. So as my first real blog post. cause I'm horrible at writing bear with me and I try to make this readable.
Since I was young I always wanted to be famous, well known you know every little kids dream.
Than as I grew older I've found more of a love to being behind the camera.
I worked hard and am now a makeup artist working on local short films and such and I could never have dreamt doing something I love so much. I mean it.
The first day I walked onto a film set I can't even describe how it made me feel. I just got a sense of belonging, like after all these years of feeling weird and like an out cast always trying to fit in and that day I did. I belonged and it's the best feeling.
I have been doing makeup for almost 3 years now and as much as I love it I really want to have my first try at directing
Today I came up with a concept and I've gotten some people together and I think I'm finally gonna do it. That's so exciting to make my very first film.
It's going to deal with something very close to me "fear" my fear of the unknown it's something that has always effected me in both good and bad ways. Bad is obvious I think because most the time being scared it well sucks and the things I've seen and not seen will always haunt me. But in the good it's opened my mind to the possibility of the unknown and I think that's beautiful it's made me think and research and most of all believe. which I think we all need.
So to end this probably badly written, boring post about what I care about and me trying to make my dreams come true.
Always go for what you want no matter what
And what I want is to make films that connect with people the way the films have connected with me.