Monday Jul 07, 2003

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Hey there folks, well its about that time again for our favorite little protagonist to have a bit of hope again. It seems that there might be a slim chance that I will escape the tedium of a middling existence, an institute of higher learning might make our not so young protagonist an offer to study for free it seems (fingers crossed and sweaty).

The...
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ingrid:
Hello.. Thanks for the congrats.
You know, if I added every band from Finland that I like, to my profile page, there wouldn't be enough space.. I like Opel Bastards quite a lot -- how about you?
veganvixen:
hey, what's shakein'

Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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It's been a really long time, but it hasn't been as rainy so can you blame me?

Things have been looking up for your humble narrator these days, and his time hasn't been kind to his interest in viewing nekkid Punk Stars.

I forget how nice the summer can be, how the days flow into one neverending volley of wonder. If it weren't for the...
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xxanastasiaxx:
Happy 4th! Hope you had a good day!

and yeah..who would have thought that a couple of boys from Lodi would become so badass! I should have hung out in Lodi more...damn...
kinto:
Enjoy the sun !!! God, I so miss it (UK, remember?). July turning into October. Once again. Whatever, I'm taking holidays in the sun very soon biggrin

About the question you raised regarding Happiness and Art, I totally agree. Happiness is probably the anti-thesis of Art. Is there anybody who created something worth remembering out of total & unashamed happiness ? I don't think so...!

K

Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

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I can't remember who said "Hell is other people" but most of the time I agree, Its too bad that sometimes at odd hours they are actualy nice to have around.

There is too much in this world that I know and too little that I understand, I've been on the move too little as of late and I'm looking for my next escape..See you...
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xxanastasiaxx:
I completely agree with your Hell is other people statment..

I am ready for an escape too..
kinto:
I used to believe that "L'Enfer c'est les autres" (Hell is other people) but the older I get, the more difficult it is to get rid of the feeling that Hell is actually me. A strange entity I have not much control over & that can act in the most self-destructive fashion way too often...

K

Wednesday Jun 18, 2003

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I can't remember who said "Hell is other people" but most of the time I agree, Its too bad that sometimes at odd hours they are actualy nice to have around.

There is too much in this world that I know and too little that I understand, I've been on the move too little as of late and I'm looking for my next escape..See you...
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Thursday Jun 12, 2003

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We are going zero for zero it is a nil some game, yes kids your humble narrator has gone hopelessly insame these days.

Money, love , hate , whatever and i can't really spend the time here as I used to my current GF is way too clingy for this to happen.

Im sure I'll kill this realationship soon because of this
obsession with my...
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xxanastasiaxx:
please feel free to be as out of control as you like smile
hope you have a good weekend.
kinto:
I hate it when a GF starts to be all over you & your life... I can't understand why some girls feel they need to know everything about you & your family, etc... asking questions on and on and on... and then they start to wonder why you don't ask anything in return.

I believe they find it hard to grasp that you might only be interested in the time you spend with them and don't give the slightest fuck about the name of their hamster...

K

Saturday Jun 07, 2003

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Man I suck. I don't have the time or energy to make this site really worthwide.

It's late on a Saturday, theres a sweet girl in the next room, but I can't fall asleep.What to do , smoke free is gettn both harder and easie at the same time, the urges are just as frequent but the are somewhat easier to extinguish.

love And HAte I...
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kinto:
Ah, the idea of having a woman pay for your every needs...! I've thought about that one very often actually biggrin

Tell me about time & energy... It's either you work and have none of those or you don't work but you can't live a decent life. Great choice indeed. Luckily summer's on the way, I'm just going to go somewhere in the sun, managed to save enough money to keep me out of work for 2 months... hopefully !

K

PS: Hanoi's playing Rockperry, Ruisrock & Ankkarock. Shame they're not playing Tavastia or whatever club, I would have preferred as it's easy to catch them afterwards. And festivals are not really something I enjoy, I must say... Check http://www.hanoirocks.com/

xxanastasiaxx:
I have no real use for the emoticons either..don't feel bad, I use them frivolously.

ummm..forward me an application..since you did offer to take care of the sheets an' all. smile

Sunday Jun 01, 2003

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Went to a party this Saturday night, came home early but at least I didnt get into a fight. It is always bothersome when someone from your past tries to force themselves into your present, and Its definitely hard being a part of a society that allows the most emotionally damaged among us to run through our lives without the normal behavioral checks that keep...
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radiobastet:
Wow, that IS weird! Must be fate, or something.... confused

Yep it's true, there's plenty of cul-chah here in the hinterlands. Why, Portland is even the home of a certain alterna-porn website, the name of which escapes me at the moment....... wink

Six weeks without a smoke!! Good for you, dude. Smoking is evil. Keep us apprised of your progress, eh? smile
thursday:
do0d, i find me a sugar momma/daddy, i'll hook yo ass up. word.

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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Wow like 6 days in between self indulgent and boring non-read entries, not too bad.

Now thats five fucking weeks without a smokey treat, it is definitely a record.

What can I say about the weekend, it was almost fun. Saw some freinds, tippled a bit, got through a family gathering without a crazy scene...I don't really think you can ask fo much more.

Oh...
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bionicfemme:
lol thank you for the journal entry and "not pushing me over the edge."

You are a good egg yourself. smile
minsc_and_boo:
its actually only 4 months my 5 month is on the 16th tongue

Thursday May 22, 2003

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These last days have been a little edgy, but I did manage to polish off a few bottles of wine and got to speak with some old friends which is always nice.

Going to Jersey tommorow, which is alway a little eerie, God even Penn Station unnerves me just a bit. I was lucky enough only to spend a year of my life in that...
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freyja__:
*shudder*
jersey scares me.
xxanastasiaxx:
We just want to get as FAR away from Jersey as we can.
So how was your weekend?

Tuesday May 20, 2003

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The other day I was wondering, what ever happened to that motivation and can do spirit that made this country great, then I came to my senses, turned on the TV and consumed a lot of processed food.

The following is a schedule for another week in hell; Wake up, feel tired, go to work, stare at a computer monitor, solve some minor problems, repeat...
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kikka:
home distilled while starving, sounds good to me
xoxoxo
xxanastasiaxx:
I am originally from central Jersey too! Don't feel bad, if I was not in Belgium right now that is where I would be this memorial day weekend too, visiting the family. ugh.
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