I can't remember who said "Hell is other people" but most of the time I agree, Its too bad that sometimes at odd hours they are actualy nice to have around.
There is too much in this world that I know and too little that I understand, I've been on the move too little as of late and I'm looking for my next escape..See you...
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There is too much in this world that I know and too little that I understand, I've been on the move too little as of late and I'm looking for my next escape..See you...
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We are going zero for zero it is a nil some game, yes kids your humble narrator has gone hopelessly insame these days.
Money, love , hate , whatever and i can't really spend the time here as I used to my current GF is way too clingy for this to happen.
Im sure I'll kill this realationship soon because of this
obsession with my...
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Money, love , hate , whatever and i can't really spend the time here as I used to my current GF is way too clingy for this to happen.
Im sure I'll kill this realationship soon because of this
obsession with my...
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xxanastasiaxx:
please feel free to be as out of control as you like 
hope you have a good weekend.
hope you have a good weekend.
kinto:
I hate it when a GF starts to be all over you & your life... I can't understand why some girls feel they need to know everything about you & your family, etc... asking questions on and on and on... and then they start to wonder why you don't ask anything in return.
I believe they find it hard to grasp that you might only be interested in the time you spend with them and don't give the slightest fuck about the name of their hamster...
K
I believe they find it hard to grasp that you might only be interested in the time you spend with them and don't give the slightest fuck about the name of their hamster...
K
Man I suck. I don't have the time or energy to make this site really worthwide.
It's late on a Saturday, theres a sweet girl in the next room, but I can't fall asleep.What to do , smoke free is gettn both harder and easie at the same time, the urges are just as frequent but the are somewhat easier to extinguish.
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It's late on a Saturday, theres a sweet girl in the next room, but I can't fall asleep.What to do , smoke free is gettn both harder and easie at the same time, the urges are just as frequent but the are somewhat easier to extinguish.
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kinto:
Ah, the idea of having a woman pay for your every needs...! I've thought about that one very often actually 
Tell me about time & energy... It's either you work and have none of those or you don't work but you can't live a decent life. Great choice indeed. Luckily summer's on the way, I'm just going to go somewhere in the sun, managed to save enough money to keep me out of work for 2 months... hopefully !
K
PS: Hanoi's playing Rockperry, Ruisrock & Ankkarock. Shame they're not playing Tavastia or whatever club, I would have preferred as it's easy to catch them afterwards. And festivals are not really something I enjoy, I must say... Check http://www.hanoirocks.com/
Tell me about time & energy... It's either you work and have none of those or you don't work but you can't live a decent life. Great choice indeed. Luckily summer's on the way, I'm just going to go somewhere in the sun, managed to save enough money to keep me out of work for 2 months... hopefully !
K
PS: Hanoi's playing Rockperry, Ruisrock & Ankkarock. Shame they're not playing Tavastia or whatever club, I would have preferred as it's easy to catch them afterwards. And festivals are not really something I enjoy, I must say... Check http://www.hanoirocks.com/
xxanastasiaxx:
I have no real use for the emoticons either..don't feel bad, I use them frivolously.
ummm..forward me an application..since you did offer to take care of the sheets an' all.
ummm..forward me an application..since you did offer to take care of the sheets an' all.
Went to a party this Saturday night, came home early but at least I didnt get into a fight. It is always bothersome when someone from your past tries to force themselves into your present, and Its definitely hard being a part of a society that allows the most emotionally damaged among us to run through our lives without the normal behavioral checks that keep...
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radiobastet:
Wow, that IS weird! Must be fate, or something.... 
Yep it's true, there's plenty of cul-chah here in the hinterlands. Why, Portland is even the home of a certain alterna-porn website, the name of which escapes me at the moment.......
Six weeks without a smoke!! Good for you, dude. Smoking is evil. Keep us apprised of your progress, eh?
Yep it's true, there's plenty of cul-chah here in the hinterlands. Why, Portland is even the home of a certain alterna-porn website, the name of which escapes me at the moment.......
Six weeks without a smoke!! Good for you, dude. Smoking is evil. Keep us apprised of your progress, eh?
thursday:
do0d, i find me a sugar momma/daddy, i'll hook yo ass up. word.
Wow like 6 days in between self indulgent and boring non-read entries, not too bad.
Now thats five fucking weeks without a smokey treat, it is definitely a record.
What can I say about the weekend, it was almost fun. Saw some freinds, tippled a bit, got through a family gathering without a crazy scene...I don't really think you can ask fo much more.
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Now thats five fucking weeks without a smokey treat, it is definitely a record.
What can I say about the weekend, it was almost fun. Saw some freinds, tippled a bit, got through a family gathering without a crazy scene...I don't really think you can ask fo much more.
Oh...
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bionicfemme:
lol thank you for the journal entry and "not pushing me over the edge."
You are a good egg yourself.
You are a good egg yourself.
minsc_and_boo:
its actually only 4 months my 5 month is on the 16th 
These last days have been a little edgy, but I did manage to polish off a few bottles of wine and got to speak with some old friends which is always nice.
Going to Jersey tommorow, which is alway a little eerie, God even Penn Station unnerves me just a bit. I was lucky enough only to spend a year of my life in that...
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Going to Jersey tommorow, which is alway a little eerie, God even Penn Station unnerves me just a bit. I was lucky enough only to spend a year of my life in that...
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freyja__:
*shudder*
jersey scares me.
jersey scares me.
xxanastasiaxx:
We just want to get as FAR away from Jersey as we can.
So how was your weekend?
So how was your weekend?
The other day I was wondering, what ever happened to that motivation and can do spirit that made this country great, then I came to my senses, turned on the TV and consumed a lot of processed food.
The following is a schedule for another week in hell; Wake up, feel tired, go to work, stare at a computer monitor, solve some minor problems, repeat...
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The following is a schedule for another week in hell; Wake up, feel tired, go to work, stare at a computer monitor, solve some minor problems, repeat...
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kikka:
home distilled while starving, sounds good to me
xoxoxo
xoxoxo
xxanastasiaxx:
I am originally from central Jersey too! Don't feel bad, if I was not in Belgium right now that is where I would be this memorial day weekend too, visiting the family. ugh.
I hate to work, but evidently my parents werent successful enough to provide me with the sort of funding that would eliminate the necessity for a semi-honest days labor. Its shameful really not to be vested with independent wealth in this day and age, but I really dont see an easy and entirely effortless way of rectifying the current situation. To make matters worse my...
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rickroyal:
Gentrification has always seemed odd to me. Why do the rich desire to penetrate into the heart of cities? Sprawl I understand. Maybe it was just where I was raised out here in the swamp.
Hopefully the dentist will fix me without much pain. Doubtful, but hopefully. Hopefully I'll keep up maintenaince this time, too.
Hopefully the dentist will fix me without much pain. Doubtful, but hopefully. Hopefully I'll keep up maintenaince this time, too.
chickboomcrash:
Is that a Stevie Ray impersonator? Pollards got to be at least 40 considering how long he's been in the business. Yeah but there are some pretty mellow acts that get thrown onto the prog mix...think Strawbs, Gentle Giant...prog probably isn't the right moniker here. You like the new YYY's record?
Damn, I have to get off this toilet now....check you later...that Geritol stops me up every time!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Damn, I have to get off this toilet now....check you later...that Geritol stops me up every time!!!!
BWAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Yeah Ill admit it, I had to name myself in the friends section because I was tired of the computer screen mocking me. Did a little more biking yesterday and my lungs felt kinda peachy, though my legs arent really up for it yet as Im still feeling a little of the winter hibernation sickness. I Still want a cigarette every second of the day,...
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chickboomcrash:
Yeah, I have no choice really...I have to keep playing in order to feed my crativity jones...and also, when you get to be an old coot like me, you really feel like time is of the essence...no time for shennanigans. Keep up the good work on the weeds...people are far more sexy when they don't stink like tobacco...
kinto:
I can't believe your pseudo !!
Looks like you've made a friend
K
Looks like you've made a friend
K
After sleeping about 12 hours last night I feel a bit better, so much so that I decided a well deserved sick day was in order. But with only time to keep me company I find myself still wanting a cigarette about every 1.3 seconds. I wonder how long it will take for these thoughts to go away Ive heard estimates from a variety of...
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csilla:
what do you mean a bastardization??? of course its a hungarian name....
are you hungarian?
are you hungarian?
thursday:
you never notice how many people around you are smoking until you quit...
This afternoon I find myself furiously typing into a keyboard punch drunk with insomnia, my mind is occupied with both the pangs of cigarette withdrawal, and a strange libidinous euphoria. I curse my fingers, because they no longer hold the sweet yellow nicotine stains on which I had hoped to suckle, Im sure a nice minty piece of gum will y satify my bodys hunger....
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xxanastasiaxx:
Haha..you need to read my journal entry today!! Welcome to withdrawal.
It's something more...trust me..
It's something more...trust me..
disappearhere:
The site is all those things and more. I like leaving comments when I drunk, like right now.
First things first, I have no idea what I am doing with this. I feel I must explain, I am a boy, actually more of a man, who is new to this sort of technology. If one was feeling especially generous they would have said I was one who had furiously pressed my will against the unswerving storm of modern convenience and conveyance to somehow...
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