ambrose03

I have been accused of being to negitive. That is true, I am. I have tried to find someway of dealing with my pain, in either a healthly or unhealthly fasion. I don't drink, never really liked drugs, I can't ever seem to get a hold of friends when I need to talk, and no one ever returns my messages. The only thing I have ever fround that has made me feel better is cutting, but I don't want another set of scars. If I am negitive to much of the time, I feel its only becuase I can' find a way to deal with it. Anyway, my mom and her cousin want me to build them a website where they can sell their antiques and collectables with out having to pay e-bay's commision fees. THat might be a nice way to occupy my time for a while.