ambition

alright so it is 10pm here,where I live everynight it plays right at ten. If is a moment of silence to remember ones who have passed on. The night my daughter died I came home took a mouthful of pills, went to my room, laid down and cried forever. Well right as I was passing out it came on and it brought chills to my bones. All I could think of was holding her as she died and how her immature, underdeveloped muscles managed to smile at me. Then she died. I miss her so much it hurts. I have never had a pain before that I didn't think time could heal, but this is here forever. Every night at 10 I have a reminder.