ambition

So I guess I am way over due for an update. I love my job, I believe that there is no other job out there for me. I have found my calling.

So my oldest son is spending a month with his grandparents in Minnesota. I miss his but it has been really nice to have all of this time alone with the baby. I hope that he doesn't come back spoiled rotten. The baby has weaned himself off of the boobie. He just didn't want to nurse, I would offer him the breast and he would just turn away. I was kind of sad but I guess he was tired of it. My oldest son nursed for ever so I thought this one would want to also, guess I was wrong. So I was able to get my nipple rings back in after 11 months. It didn't even hurt.

My husbands unit in Iraq has been hit hard lately by IEDs. I just want him to come home safely and have somewhat of a resemblance to the man that left a year ago. It is wonderful when they return but it is also wierd. You never know how the war has changed them. We were ok the last redeployment but he didn't get shot last time. His voice sounds different. I hope that I can confort him and help him cope with the violence he has encountered while in Iraq.

I have been thinking of getting another piercing. I am leaning towards a medusa or a monroe. I haven't quite decided yet. I just know that I am ready for another one. If I get the medusa I think that I might take out my labret as not to have too many holes in my face but I might leave it in also. I guess it depends on how I like the way it looks after I get it done. Oh well.


P.S. I am probably the only one on SG with a picture of thier uterus outside thier body. Yeah I am cool