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Saturday Sep 16, 2006

Sep 16, 2006
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"If it seems too good to be true, it probably is".

I've recently received an offer... a photographic opportunity that could be a major career move & be my ticket out of my current situation. Could be a long term enterprise & single-handedly catapult me into a respectable eschelon of photography & publishing. Things are rarely what they initially appear to be... but sometimes... we'll see, won't know if I don't go for it.



Also thinking about teaching yoga/meditation & doing Acupressure & Tantric Massage again on a limited basis. We'll see... my yogic system is an equal mixture of the transcendental & sensuality (& sexuality). The last time I did this I would up becoming pretty high profile & came under attack from local religious conservatives who were under the impression I was conducting a sex-cult & leading young women astray... which is absolutely true of course, but that's besides the point.

Religion is a crutch for people who are afraid of sex... & life.

On a related note... my roomate's continue's showing the signs leading up to a psychotic break, including having fallen in with a group of apocolyptic christians. I fear being seized, bound & burned at the stake. To further complicate things, she recently found out that her daughter & I were once romantically involved & still occasionally hook-up. The rest of the family knew, but this is something my we've all kept from my roomate all along. Shouldn't be such a big deal, but... well, she found out by coming home unexpectedly to find her daughter & I making naked flippy-floppy on the living room floor... well, on the excercise treadmill actually. (hmmm... many uses for exercise equipment besides what's in the directions). Needless to say the fit hit the shan. Getting towards time to move... ya think? Oh, just so you know, the daughter's 27 ( I didn't want anyone to think I'd gone pedaphile!).



Many changes are looming... transitions are in progress... the uncertainty is unsettling, but I'm twitching with anticipation. While I tread this new phase of my life's journey with some trepidation, I see new opportunities on the horizon. But with any change there is loss as well as gain, as new life springs from death... some things must pass away to make room for new growth.

The changes will do me good... either that or they'll just do me.
salome:
Double set with Fatality got rejected. frown frown frown
Sep 17, 2006

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