update time.
did well on art history paper 8 outta 10.
doing very differant piece for 2d design my teacher loves, and this is the one that fights with me.
thursday night necol and tony and i went to cedars and had a blast. extremely passionate makeout session afterwards.... "he is so dreamy" hahahah the type where you walk away with scratches, i was such a messs that i gritted my teeth so hard in my sleep that i actually woke up in pain.
helped my mom move friday and saturday
went out for sushi last night with necol... liked some stuff... hated other stuff.
went to the cell, tony met us down there. we made out... all three of us... i didnt realize i was a jealouse person until i saw him making out with her.
went to tw after had coffee and chatted with a million hubbardites. grr.. awkward since my hair went from poker straight to curly and i looked like a 1970s crack whore.
spent the night over tonys... had lovely rough sex, again when we woke up. awkward.
i have brush burn on my lower back from the carpet my hips hurt and i pinched a nerve in my left arm sleeping on the floor last night. on top of that i dont want to like this guy cos he pretty much just wants to date around and doesnt mind dating someone but she will not be the only one. i dont have time for a boyfriend and really dont want anything seriouse but i am afriad i may like this guy. also it was awkward because he doesnt like to talk afterwards and normally i dont but i was all hyped up on redbull and definatly was being annoying and i hate that shit. i usually shutup turn over and go to sleep if i am tired. but nooo i had to yak.
i felt like an ass. i dont care if he doesnt like me but... i dunno. it was good sex. even if iam paying for it now. my pussy hurts so bad... who knew he was so BIG!
i seriosly feel like a trainwreck.
came home at 930 slept till 2 worked figured out i am not graduating college until spring of 07 and i need to work my ass off.
tuesday i have an art history test (killer) meeting with that prof cos she is my advisor afterwards then i have 2d mid term.
tommorow morning i have an interview meeting with my drawing prof for an internship at the museum he helps run the hoyt institute in new castle pa.
plus i have drawings due for his class tommorow night and i have more of those due on weds for his class. thursday my english paper is due and then fri and sun are these halloween parties and i am modeling for necols clothing line on friday saturday my boss invited me to go to the ysu game against indiana presidents loege tickets and that night after work necols ex's band is playing at mcmenamys sunday i have to work too.....
i hope i dont get hurt more (physically)
and i am not stupid enough to get hurt emotionally
and i dont die cos my bronchitis still isn't gone and well... i breath funny but am back up to a pack a die. quitters suck.
miss you and love you much i will make you all pretty things if you email me and tell me what you want cos my crazy meds make me manic and do lots of stuff.
love ,
ams
did well on art history paper 8 outta 10.
doing very differant piece for 2d design my teacher loves, and this is the one that fights with me.
thursday night necol and tony and i went to cedars and had a blast. extremely passionate makeout session afterwards.... "he is so dreamy" hahahah the type where you walk away with scratches, i was such a messs that i gritted my teeth so hard in my sleep that i actually woke up in pain.
helped my mom move friday and saturday
went out for sushi last night with necol... liked some stuff... hated other stuff.
went to the cell, tony met us down there. we made out... all three of us... i didnt realize i was a jealouse person until i saw him making out with her.
went to tw after had coffee and chatted with a million hubbardites. grr.. awkward since my hair went from poker straight to curly and i looked like a 1970s crack whore.
spent the night over tonys... had lovely rough sex, again when we woke up. awkward.
i have brush burn on my lower back from the carpet my hips hurt and i pinched a nerve in my left arm sleeping on the floor last night. on top of that i dont want to like this guy cos he pretty much just wants to date around and doesnt mind dating someone but she will not be the only one. i dont have time for a boyfriend and really dont want anything seriouse but i am afriad i may like this guy. also it was awkward because he doesnt like to talk afterwards and normally i dont but i was all hyped up on redbull and definatly was being annoying and i hate that shit. i usually shutup turn over and go to sleep if i am tired. but nooo i had to yak.
i felt like an ass. i dont care if he doesnt like me but... i dunno. it was good sex. even if iam paying for it now. my pussy hurts so bad... who knew he was so BIG!
i seriosly feel like a trainwreck.
came home at 930 slept till 2 worked figured out i am not graduating college until spring of 07 and i need to work my ass off.
tuesday i have an art history test (killer) meeting with that prof cos she is my advisor afterwards then i have 2d mid term.
tommorow morning i have an interview meeting with my drawing prof for an internship at the museum he helps run the hoyt institute in new castle pa.
plus i have drawings due for his class tommorow night and i have more of those due on weds for his class. thursday my english paper is due and then fri and sun are these halloween parties and i am modeling for necols clothing line on friday saturday my boss invited me to go to the ysu game against indiana presidents loege tickets and that night after work necols ex's band is playing at mcmenamys sunday i have to work too.....
i hope i dont get hurt more (physically)
and i am not stupid enough to get hurt emotionally
and i dont die cos my bronchitis still isn't gone and well... i breath funny but am back up to a pack a die. quitters suck.
miss you and love you much i will make you all pretty things if you email me and tell me what you want cos my crazy meds make me manic and do lots of stuff.
love ,
ams
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take it easy
good luck with all your art classes and such!
double ps.
i freaking hate that guy
what a lucky bastard
not only is he endowed but he got to have you.
sickeningly lucky!