ambie

"all that we fall for, home is places we have grown all of us are done for we live in a beautiful world, yea we do, we livei n a beautiful world, bones sinkin like stones all that we fall for homes places we have grown all of us are done for, we live in a beautiful world yea we do."coldplay
"i think i;ll go home and mull this over... at long last its clashed its collasoll mass's.... lit the matches on the floor.... hold your glass up hold it in never betray the way you always know it is" the shins
"well the rain keeps on coming down it feels like a flood in my head and that road keeps on calling me screaming do everything lying ahead and its a winding road i beeen walkin for a long time i still dont know where it goes and its a long way home i been searching for a long time i still have hope im gonna find my way home.. mmhmm. i can see a little house on top of the hill and i can smell the ocean the salt in the air and i can see you standing there washing your car i can see california the sun in your hair and its a winding road i been walkin for a long time and i still dont know where it goes and its a long way home i beeen searching for a long i still have hope im gonna find my way home all these dreasms took me so far" bonnie somerville



i wanna find my home, whereever it is. i need a place i can be alive and be me. i still have hope.

edited to add: talked with my counselor today, thinks i am doing wonderful. got called up for jury duty. end of the month. got 10 gauge coil looking things for my ears, 14 to 10 didnt hurt just throbbed for a little while. sweetass.