ambie

i am listening to hey jude.. i need help.
i am depressed today.... depressed as in i have to write my own obituary, will, and eulogy for a class and feel it might very well be needed soon. oh god.. why am i crying? who is this person typing this? what has become of my life? my best friend now attends Narcotics Anonymous, my ex that i always thought i would end upwith is now going into the army in a week. he saw T the other night and they agreed i was the most beautiful girl either had ever dated... but i was too much to handle.....

"something in the way she moves, attracts me like no other lover, something in the way she woo's me.... dont wanna leave her now"

inner battles...