ambie

kinda disappointing week...
head hurts...
wish i had a boy to cuddle up with everynight and kiss my forehead and tell me how beautiful i am as he strokes my hair away from my face....
i am over tommy....i really am. no point in wasting your time dwelling over something that caused you pain.
back to my boy... he would wear stylish clothes and smell good, taking pride in his appearance. he would know that i love being touched and that kissing me everywhere is the way to my heart. that i appreciate flowers occasionally but not all the time. that i would just assume a homemade pb&j sammich to mcdonalds. that i like quiet italian restaurants and crave someone who is italian.. i cant help it, we marry our own....haha. that i truely want someone to know me... and be ok with me and not expect me to block out a large part of my personality. he needs to know that i ... hell he isn't out there is he? why bother. lol
edited to add: there may be somebody, i may know him, i may have curled up tight next to him, but i don't know for sure, and since everything that has been.... we are taking things S L O W
's to him though...

just wanted to say to anyone who reads this:
I love you guys and this site makes me so happy its sick...