ambie

so last night he was supposed to call me back and never did. again.

went over my friend Glennas and found a lost puppy. we named her Spike.... she was a beautiful black lab pup... I miss her. I am a dork. I have no place for her and I keep hoping she is safe and warm and dry and found someone like me who can actually have a pet.
John Heffron won on last comic standing. it was sweet.
went to TW with Glenna and had the most interesting combination of a meal... applesauce french fries and a chocolate shake. played the creamer game. found out everyone at the table wanted to make out with me... two girls and two gay guys... that puts a big cheery smily on my face
it got awkward when tommys roomate and his gf and the guy who hooked us up (my ex) walk in... and sit right beside us. like hey people i hang out with when my bf . ex bf isnt ignorign me!!!
paid my tuition today and got my parking pass... now i just have to call my old boss and tell her i cant do the independant sales rep position ..... i won't have time for it.
been talking to this boy here on SG who makes me all warm inside... he mostly listens to me bitch alot... which is ok. we seem very differant though... oh well.. he is from my area originally so its nice to talk to someone who is sweet and funny.

i hate loving t... he breaks me inside and i hate him for that. I want to be free... not literally but emotionally. this sucks.
it just occured to me i want to beat him with a baseball bat


i just spoke with him.... he is going to the lake with our friends... if he doesn't call me back tonight, he is to never call me ever again.