WARNING - SEMI SAPPY POST AHEAD
WAIT NOT EVEN SEMI SAPPY...PRETTY MUCH ALL OUT SAPPY
AND FILLED WITH SAPPY QUOTES AND SENTIMENTS
I KNOW YOU GUYS DONT CARE! SO SKIP TO SONG OF DAY IF YOUR BORED ALREADY
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"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
today i realized how utterly in love i am..i know he'll never read this..but thats ok.... i simply love him
i mean it...butterflys nagging of the tummy love
when i was younger love to me was sharing my juice box or sending notes that said do you love me....circle yes or no....
even in highschool love was so juvenile i guess because i was a kid........
i dated the same kid for 3 years in hs...and i loved him so much..i still do hes one of my best friends....but i look back now and i know that that sort of love he and i had is the kind of love that is ment to open our heart to the loves that will come later in life.....
it sets you up for the great things to come...you always need that childhood love becasue it shows you how to feel...and helps you become a better person for the the love thatll come one day
the kind of love thats good to wait for ................
the kind of love where we one day wake up and realize that the thought of living without that person scares you...
you may not be sure of where your lifes going to take you
if your going to suceed or fail at your dreams...
but you know that it dosnet matter becasue you will always have a person by your side who even if you fail and fall on your face will pick you up brush you off and love you all the more for being brave enough to try .....
and even tho you may feel at times that you arent where your supossd to be in life...or you fight or cry it only makes you stronger...becasue even in fighting theres passion
"The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire,so will love be perfected in pain."
i saw a movie once ..runaway bride..i know cheesy...but richard gear says to julia roberts...
"You want a man, who will lead you down the beach, with his hand over your eyes, just so you can discover the feel of the sand beneath your feet. You want a man, who will wake you up a dawn, just bursting to talk to you, because he can't wait another minute just to find out what you have to say"
and thats it for me.....thats what ive got...he may have every fault known to man...and we may be complete opposites and wrong in everyway
but i dont care....
dose it matter......
to me its love because i feel it...i feel it in my heart and my mind and my stomach and my toes and every part of my body..
i never thought i would be this girl..i hate girls like this
but who the hell cares........
your ment to be loved in life...whats the point of living if you cant live with someone else?
as someone else said:
"The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one other person."
-Vi Putnam
so here on a internet porn site..lol....i confess my love
dont worry ill make sure he knows to
song of the day - Feels like home by Chantel Kreviazuk
Somethin in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
Theres somethin in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long Ive been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way youve done
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long Ive waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that Id love anyone so much
You feel like home to me, you feel like home to me
You make me feel like Im all the way the back where I come from
You feel like home to me, You feel like home to me
It feels like Im all the way back where I belong
i need to be shot...........lol....put me out of my misery
amber
EDITED TO ADD: and yess i still love john gotti...hes my number 2 ........hes just so tan and hot
WAIT NOT EVEN SEMI SAPPY...PRETTY MUCH ALL OUT SAPPY
AND FILLED WITH SAPPY QUOTES AND SENTIMENTS
I KNOW YOU GUYS DONT CARE! SO SKIP TO SONG OF DAY IF YOUR BORED ALREADY
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul."
today i realized how utterly in love i am..i know he'll never read this..but thats ok.... i simply love him
i mean it...butterflys nagging of the tummy love
when i was younger love to me was sharing my juice box or sending notes that said do you love me....circle yes or no....
even in highschool love was so juvenile i guess because i was a kid........
i dated the same kid for 3 years in hs...and i loved him so much..i still do hes one of my best friends....but i look back now and i know that that sort of love he and i had is the kind of love that is ment to open our heart to the loves that will come later in life.....
it sets you up for the great things to come...you always need that childhood love becasue it shows you how to feel...and helps you become a better person for the the love thatll come one day
the kind of love thats good to wait for ................
the kind of love where we one day wake up and realize that the thought of living without that person scares you...
you may not be sure of where your lifes going to take you
if your going to suceed or fail at your dreams...
but you know that it dosnet matter becasue you will always have a person by your side who even if you fail and fall on your face will pick you up brush you off and love you all the more for being brave enough to try .....
and even tho you may feel at times that you arent where your supossd to be in life...or you fight or cry it only makes you stronger...becasue even in fighting theres passion
"The best thing about loving and being hurt is that you get to know what true love really is. For as gold is tested in fire,so will love be perfected in pain."
i saw a movie once ..runaway bride..i know cheesy...but richard gear says to julia roberts...
"You want a man, who will lead you down the beach, with his hand over your eyes, just so you can discover the feel of the sand beneath your feet. You want a man, who will wake you up a dawn, just bursting to talk to you, because he can't wait another minute just to find out what you have to say"
and thats it for me.....thats what ive got...he may have every fault known to man...and we may be complete opposites and wrong in everyway
but i dont care....
dose it matter......
to me its love because i feel it...i feel it in my heart and my mind and my stomach and my toes and every part of my body..
i never thought i would be this girl..i hate girls like this
but who the hell cares........
your ment to be loved in life...whats the point of living if you cant live with someone else?
as someone else said:
"The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one other person."
-Vi Putnam
so here on a internet porn site..lol....i confess my love
dont worry ill make sure he knows to
song of the day - Feels like home by Chantel Kreviazuk
Somethin in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself
Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms
Theres somethin in your voice, makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long Ive been so alone
And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way youve done
Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long Ive waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought that Id love anyone so much
You feel like home to me, you feel like home to me
You make me feel like Im all the way the back where I come from
You feel like home to me, You feel like home to me
It feels like Im all the way back where I belong
i need to be shot...........lol....put me out of my misery
amber
EDITED TO ADD: and yess i still love john gotti...hes my number 2 ........hes just so tan and hot
Lexi