ambersaurus

warning: total bitching post. like really. ive been a total cunt all day

Yes, its midterms. Im the only student in my store who hasnt taken off from work. I'm working 34 hours this week, and I hate everyone. Last night, after finishing 1 essay (i have 2 more due), i just passed out. I was tired. I shouldnt have been tired, but I was. I tend to get sleepy in the face of the massive work monster known as midterms. Its a great defense mechanism until the day before stuff is due. LIke today. Fuck. I still have a ton of artwork to do, which Im completely uninspired for, not that that's an excuse. Its not like in the future I can be like 'oh sorry mr art director. I wasnt really inspired with your suggestion, so i'll give it to you next week.' Im just generally in a foul mood. Work sucked. I hate everyone, especially our assistant manager, who I think has a redwood stuck very far up his ass. I am also sick of feeling guilty when I tick off people who have hurt my feelings. I dont like feeling like a doormat, and I don't like feeling like a bitch. Unfortunately, sometimes you have to be one or the other. Maybe I should just become a hermit. Im already almost there anyway.