ambersaurus

I have been on the biggest swing kick as of late. Its been driving me crazy. I listen to it on the subway and while I paint. Its in my head at work, regardless of what else is playing (its usually NOT swing.) I was in one of my classes early, and being the only one in the room, I started doing the charleston while wearing headphones. 3 people walked in at once, and I felt like the biggest dork ever. woops.

oh well. Finals are almost over, which means that I may actually sleep soon and start DOING stuff. You know. Like social stuff. Maybe.......maybe. Either that or I'll just start an insanely intense series of landscapes like I've wanted to do and blow everyone off again. I really need to work on not being a hermit.

Also, I've tried to make a point of being a little more aggressive, and its been disatrous. Every guy I've been interested in has not only told me that they're not interested, but also completely blown me off. For some of them, that takes real effort because they're in 2 or 3 of my classes...which have only 10 people in them. Oh well. Clearly if they can't handle my being interested in them in a mature way, they're not worth it anyway...at least thats what I'm telling myself.