So, I just finished packing everything that I could for Texas. It's a mixed emotion. I was really excited to go, but after a small conversation I had tonight, I really am afraid I'm setting everyone up for a big disappointment because I can seem wild and crazy on paper, but in real life, I'm not the fun friend. And that makes me feel like crap.
I don't want this feeling to carry over into my trip. Rejoice, o my soul.
My ex-boyfriend is the only person I could find to take me to the station for the airport. It'll be a short awkward ride I'm sure, he only lives a few exits from the MARTA station thank goodness, but I think it's funny how everything rolls around in our strange lives. We're trying to be "friends" right now... awkward again... my mom laughed when I told her who was taking me.
And I've worked over 30 hours this week in three days. That's amazing. Maybe that ties into the whole "not the fun friend" deal... who knows. ((I just typed know whos, I'm so tired)). Maybe I'm working so hard to make up for not being the person I wish I was: now that's a deep thought.
I'm seriously going to bed in about an hour... 9 pm. I am surely impressing all of the life-livers out there with that one. I RULE!
It's worth the squinting:
One of my favorite videos about the screwed up interpretation of Jesus:
I don't want this feeling to carry over into my trip. Rejoice, o my soul.
My ex-boyfriend is the only person I could find to take me to the station for the airport. It'll be a short awkward ride I'm sure, he only lives a few exits from the MARTA station thank goodness, but I think it's funny how everything rolls around in our strange lives. We're trying to be "friends" right now... awkward again... my mom laughed when I told her who was taking me.
And I've worked over 30 hours this week in three days. That's amazing. Maybe that ties into the whole "not the fun friend" deal... who knows. ((I just typed know whos, I'm so tired)). Maybe I'm working so hard to make up for not being the person I wish I was: now that's a deep thought.
I'm seriously going to bed in about an hour... 9 pm. I am surely impressing all of the life-livers out there with that one. I RULE!
It's worth the squinting:
One of my favorite videos about the screwed up interpretation of Jesus:
That video made me think of so many people who just don't get what Christianity is. I'm still learning along the way. But so many people have such a misconception.