amberlie

the sun is fading, pulsing with my heart.
your face is turned, your profile is all i see.
i wonder if your crying, but you refuse to look my way.

im tired of this confusion, is it me or is it her?
you told me once you could never choose, she is your beauty, i am your comfort, how perfect.

everytime you see her , you forget that im alive.
and when she breaks your heart, its my shoulder you cry on.

i hate you so much ,but love you so much more.
i should let you fall, and laugh when you hit the bottom.

but you have rescued me more than once, and never asked for anything in return.im thankful i have you, even if we are just friends.

you have no idea how much it hurts to see her crush you, i try my hardest, but still you see me only as a friend!


im hoping (and knowing) that im not the only one who has been in this type of situation..........it sux.....but eventually theyll come around