amberlie

welcome...........

the sun is fading, pulsing with my heart.
your face is turned, your profile is all i see.
i wonder if your crying.....but you refuse to look my way.

im tired of this confusion..is it me or her?
you told me once you could never choose.
she is beautiful, but im comfort, how perfect?

every time you see her.. you forget that im alive, and when she breaks your heart, its my shoulder you cry on.

i hate you so much, but love you so much more. i know i should let you fall, and laugh once you hit bottom.....

but you have rescued me more than once, and never asked for abything in return. i am thankful i have you evenif it is my dream.

you have no idea how much it hurts to dee her crush you, and you only think of me as a friend....
12-8-05.....amberlie dream