amberhate

i'm closing my account on here in a few days for the time being. i just don't really like looking at girls anymore. i think as i get older i become more and more heterosexual. i love boys so much. i just wish i could find one that was super cool. i've been saying that for years and haven't met one yet. oh well.

oh no! i have another crush! i met him at uncle doctor's when i worked down there tonight (or last night, should i say?). except he lives three hours away and is three years younger than me. i usually don't go for younger guys, but he's just sooo darn cute. the whole night he would just buy drinks and just keep staring at me and...
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my mom says i have a problem with growing up. yeah. i don't ever want to grow up.

my darling boy from california called me today. i think he is the most beautiful thing in the world.

i am boy crazy.

is it weird that i like looking at girl porn but i dig boys? probably not, but to me it seems kinda weird.

well, i don't think i'm ever going to get over my beautiful california boy. let's just hope he calls me when he gets home. i wish he could fall head over heels for me. so that we can see each other again. *wink*

hi. why don't you like me?