ambergarnet

i have been so crazy busy lately, I have been thinking about canacelling my account here. I am never on it anymore and find i barely have time to even make it online. I do not know.

other news

motherhood... is simply fantastic. even if i am awake every 2-3 hours changing poopy diapers at 4 am and getting everything peeded on. and yes he has managed to even hit the keyboard once...
he is so amazing to me and simply perfect! i could not ask for a better son. I can sit for hours and stare at him and sometimes i even cry because of how happy i truley am.
the father has been here everyday and has seen hm and is bein awesome! kinda creepy, i guess he finally realized how wonderful it can be....took awhile for the panic to ware off.
I have been dating some1 for a bit over 2 months now. That is going awesome... this guy is truely remarkable, he treats me like a princess and makes me feel amazing when he is near..he weighs heavy on my heart. The word love has yet to be tossed because of fear. I guess i kind think the word is overplayed( i have myself used it more than i should) but the connection i feel towards him makes it tough to not speak such words....
my life( for the first time) is the best it has ever been... I have been floating in awww since the birth of my son(april13) and i am hoping the cloud will not dissolve as it often does!