ambergarnet

well it is 5:30 am and im wide awake, this sucks! ive been sleeping on and off since like 10 when i felt ill and thought i was dying.
i swear sometimes i am dying.
i am 30 weeks this week its almost getting down to the end!
im excited because i can not wait to be a mom, im sad because i actually enjoy some parts of pregnancy. there are those days when i feel amazing and beautiful , there are those days when i feel huge and gross.. i think i have finally picked a name that ryan and i both agree on.....
well he likes it haha

brenden mikael....


iam still waiting on the return of the pics. i am assuming i will not be accepted (if i choose to send them in) i guess i wasnt naked enough. so ive been told... oh well. either way i have something for myself of my keepsake of my first pregnancy and my first time allowing myself to open up and get over myself haha....

i may do another with a friend photographing me, if i find the energy to do so.
i am kinda feeling like whatever, and do not know if i want to take the time to do a fresh set. we shall see....