ambergarnet

hmmm, updating.
last snow storm my friend recked her car, smashed into a guard rail, hopefully it can be fixed.

trying to get my life situated before the baby comes.
been downsizing my bedroom, I have so much stuff...ugh

work has been going quite well, however There are alot of tings that need to be done before i leave in 3 months.

my personal life is nonexistant.
i am starting to go crazy. I have been single for about 7 months and I hate it. overall i have been cool with it, but its getting old. I am defiently the type that needs some1 there.
I enjoy everything that comes with a relationship.

Ryan ( baby's dad) is being cool these days,
somedays I feel things will work out, then there are those days when I dont want to deal with it,
He is a good guy honestly, his reaction to me being pregnant was extremley childish. however, giving him the benefit of doubt, doesnt justify it just clarifies it for me.
I know he cares about me, he'd kill some1 if they hurt me,
but....he just is so lost on what he wants.

I truley feel he is missing out on a fantastic life with us.
I know i am the type of women that goes above and beyond for some1 i love.

men are so bizarre, they never know what they want and they are so complicated.
oh well

I guess i should take off and do some work for my meetings tomorrow...
later