funerall on wednesday and i have to work the whole day ith corporate, hopefully i can get out at a decent time so i can make an appearance. i went to the doctors today and had the weigh in... I hate scales.
I promised myself that I would never own one after throwing away the last. I had this mild obsession a few years back...
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I promised myself that I would never own one after throwing away the last. I had this mild obsession a few years back...
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death in family, ugh...
I hate this...
car is clean,
room is slowly downsizing,
belly is upsizing,
I need a cuddle buddy,
The father of my child drives me nuts,
I found a bunch of old school pictures, I was one cute kid.
My d.v.d player is dead,
I am attemting to make new curtains for my bedroom,
I am selling all this bullshit on...
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I hate this...
car is clean,
room is slowly downsizing,
belly is upsizing,
I need a cuddle buddy,
The father of my child drives me nuts,
I found a bunch of old school pictures, I was one cute kid.
My d.v.d player is dead,
I am attemting to make new curtains for my bedroom,
I am selling all this bullshit on...
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oxy:
(HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGS)
welll...you ever need a online hug (even though i know its not the same) im always here
welll...you ever need a online hug (even though i know its not the same) im always here
look scott im updating! haha
has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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oxy:
mmmmmmmmmm pizza. 
sorry your day sucked....but im sure it will get better now
sorry your day sucked....but im sure it will get better now
scott:
hang onto it as a backup for the time being.
about time that car got detailed
the black one? i hated that bedframe.
peas.
about time that car got detailed
the black one? i hated that bedframe.
peas.
look scott im updating! haha
has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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has been insane
my room looks like a tornado hit it.
my car is trashed like 40 pounds of snow came inside at the drive thru window at d.d.
i called district and they are going to reimburse me to go get it detailed tom.. those bastards .....
hmmmm... what else is new...
i finally broke down and bought a...
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found out what i am having... A BOY!!!!
im so happy. everything looks great, i got picks of the baby and it is the MOST AMAZING THING EVER TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!
i can not wait to hold this child for the first time.,
i have had a very easy prenancy so far, i am now almost 5 1 /2 months....
living large...
everythingelse has...
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im so happy. everything looks great, i got picks of the baby and it is the MOST AMAZING THING EVER TO HAPPEN TO ME!!!
i can not wait to hold this child for the first time.,
i have had a very easy prenancy so far, i am now almost 5 1 /2 months....
living large...
everythingelse has...
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scott:
update, you bum!
frost:
congrats!
yesterday was such an awesome day, night.
workd my ass off all day,
and hung out with XXXX afterward.
dinner, bowling, walmart and sleep over with a movie.
It was nice! I had such an amazing night.
It feels so good to have met some1 i feel so comfortable with and have alot in common with, & he is super sexy haha
a possible friend...
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workd my ass off all day,
and hung out with XXXX afterward.
dinner, bowling, walmart and sleep over with a movie.
It was nice! I had such an amazing night.
It feels so good to have met some1 i feel so comfortable with and have alot in common with, & he is super sexy haha
a possible friend...
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oxy:
Glad to hear your having such a good time
mrkrank:
oh it's all soo lovely...
day off, being lazy.
i feel like i should be getting so much stuff done, but knowin i have thanksgiving off somehow make me feel like i can put it off till then.
also working days i get alot done after work vs when i work 11-8
blah i hate that shift
anyhow,
i did manage to do dishes and take care of a bill...
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i feel like i should be getting so much stuff done, but knowin i have thanksgiving off somehow make me feel like i can put it off till then.
also working days i get alot done after work vs when i work 11-8
blah i hate that shift
anyhow,
i did manage to do dishes and take care of a bill...
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naulite:
Never fails does it... :hugs: sometimes the day after is better.. specially if you don't go shopping.. lol
N.
N.
oxy:
Hope you had a great thanksgiving
listening to one of my favorite singers( tori amos) makes me wish i was able to smoke.
as pathetic as this sounds, i have not smoking (mar-i-juan-a) in 5 months..well like a week before i found out i was carrying a spawn of satan.
i guess as mental as this seems. smoking makes me mentally open my mind and be able to get shit off...
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as pathetic as this sounds, i have not smoking (mar-i-juan-a) in 5 months..well like a week before i found out i was carrying a spawn of satan.
i guess as mental as this seems. smoking makes me mentally open my mind and be able to get shit off...
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oxy:
im sure...at the correct time...it will all come together and youll get the whole package
presence:
cheers to you for not smoking while carrying your satan spawn..
i mean it..thats awesome
i mean it..thats awesome
mentally updating,
it has been almos 5 months since i have had a diet pill of any sort. a laxative or been on a diet.
I am the biggest i have ever been and i feel beautiful,
the fluttering i feel within is amazing, knowing i am carrying a child has somehow made me think differently.
i can not say i cured of this curse...
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it has been almos 5 months since i have had a diet pill of any sort. a laxative or been on a diet.
I am the biggest i have ever been and i feel beautiful,
the fluttering i feel within is amazing, knowing i am carrying a child has somehow made me think differently.
i can not say i cured of this curse...
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oxy:
It sounds like your getting a hold of life and taking charge....Good for you
apple_addict:
ok just wondering, where the hell is glen falls? 
yet another one,
it seems everytime i give advice to a guy that works for me tey end up falling for me,
just once i want someone that doesnt think im cute and want to hook up.
its messed, i can never get the guy i want( meaning the one to be my everything, cant find him)
i hate the feeling of knowing there is...
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it seems everytime i give advice to a guy that works for me tey end up falling for me,
just once i want someone that doesnt think im cute and want to hook up.
its messed, i can never get the guy i want( meaning the one to be my everything, cant find him)
i hate the feeling of knowing there is...
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oxy:
i think its cause us guys are always one step away from becoming crazy.
And the things that are going to push us that way are drink,drugs,sex,love and cute girls.
And i know what i talk off....ive been a crazy far to many times in my life.....but life kinda seems to want me to play that role...even if i dont want to.
And the things that are going to push us that way are drink,drugs,sex,love and cute girls.
And i know what i talk off....ive been a crazy far to many times in my life.....but life kinda seems to want me to play that role...even if i dont want to.
wtf is this world coming to, another school in lockdown due to guns.
lastnight there was a local school in lockdown due to the fact that rumor was there was a man with a gun in the building, 2 students that work for me were in the building for hours, while fort edward p.d. fled from the local dunkin donuts and attempted to find the...
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lastnight there was a local school in lockdown due to the fact that rumor was there was a man with a gun in the building, 2 students that work for me were in the building for hours, while fort edward p.d. fled from the local dunkin donuts and attempted to find the...
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timeoftheeclipse:
you shojld move to canada!
haev yoru little one there...
he will have health insurance
and canada is purdy
le sigh, youve sounded liek you need a big giant hug for quite some time
*HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG*
i know its not the same, btu its what i got.
the world is scary, and the people in it are even scarier. but they are only people
that didnt make much sense, so im goign to get food now. maybe after i eat ill be able to get all hallmark-y on ya
haev yoru little one there...
he will have health insurance
and canada is purdy
le sigh, youve sounded liek you need a big giant hug for quite some time
*HUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG*
i know its not the same, btu its what i got.
the world is scary, and the people in it are even scarier. but they are only people
that didnt make much sense, so im goign to get food now. maybe after i eat ill be able to get all hallmark-y on ya
timeoftheeclipse:
well if yorue looking for a hug from me, dont be driving to canadia... im faaaaaaaaaaar from it alas. but i love the country, thinking about moving there myself
and are you realllllly trying to tell me you cant find a cuddle buddy?
thats sad, i would so totally volunteer for that if i were around.
good cuddles are hard to come by i suppose. theres nothing like a nice cuddle.
sigh, i miss my cuddle girl. its a shame shes in canada....
make sense now? lol
extra hugs for you
and are you realllllly trying to tell me you cant find a cuddle buddy?
thats sad, i would so totally volunteer for that if i were around.
good cuddles are hard to come by i suppose. theres nothing like a nice cuddle.
sigh, i miss my cuddle girl. its a shame shes in canada....
make sense now? lol
extra hugs for you
ugh i so depressed today.
yesterday and the day before.
i have forced myself to leave my bed, and i cant stop crying.
i have issues
i haven't been able to figure out if it is hormones or if it is just because i am so sick of my life.
lets see i hang out with a guy that supposibly has like dme forever. we...
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yesterday and the day before.
i have forced myself to leave my bed, and i cant stop crying.
i have issues
i haven't been able to figure out if it is hormones or if it is just because i am so sick of my life.
lets see i hang out with a guy that supposibly has like dme forever. we...
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hey_fukko:
Oh geeze, fourteen years is a very long time. You'd think you knew someone after that much time. Stay strong! I'm sure your Prince Charming is right around the corner.
scott:
i still have all the stuff you gave me too. your past is a part of who you are and memories are all that we posess. life is far too short to sacrifice blocks of it [good or bad] to erasure. i'm sorry things are rough with this guy. when i peeked in your journal a while back, i was honestly happy for you, he sounded promising anyway.
like i have told you time and time again, you have to be patient. you're a terrific lady and you deserve more than backflips and mindgames, but you jump into things with blinders on [in the case of our relationship both of us did it] just be careful, i hate to see you sad and frustrated.
like i have told you time and time again, you have to be patient. you're a terrific lady and you deserve more than backflips and mindgames, but you jump into things with blinders on [in the case of our relationship both of us did it] just be careful, i hate to see you sad and frustrated.
im in a hugging mood tonight
its the closest thing i have to a cuddle, and i really wanna be cuddling.
the weather and season and all
so
huggggggggs