daylight savings and a Long walk home. Falling back is more more interesting than this "spring forward" stuff...i much prefer living an hour over again to having one vanish from existence. Fighting lots of urges these days. hope i'm picking my battles correctly. never have before so i guess i should expect some trouble.
blisters are no fun. i really need to quit smoking. i think drinking is becoming a problem as well. i smoke pot like everyday. i've been noticing these patterns for a long time and dont do anything to change them. i'd like to know what i'm trying so desperately to escape from. the saddest part is, i'm the most well adjusted person i know. it's easy to ignore the stupid shit youre doing to yourself if you surround yourself with other people who are more fucked up than you.
i havent had a real crush in a long time. i have one now. totally unattainable of course. when you stop to think about things like the word "crush", it can be a little bit off-setting.
blisters are no fun. i really need to quit smoking. i think drinking is becoming a problem as well. i smoke pot like everyday. i've been noticing these patterns for a long time and dont do anything to change them. i'd like to know what i'm trying so desperately to escape from. the saddest part is, i'm the most well adjusted person i know. it's easy to ignore the stupid shit youre doing to yourself if you surround yourself with other people who are more fucked up than you.
i havent had a real crush in a long time. i have one now. totally unattainable of course. when you stop to think about things like the word "crush", it can be a little bit off-setting.
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anyhow, no problem about missing dinner and yes, let's hook up and chill out sometime soon. past tuesday, I'm pretty busy so the best bets are either wednesday during the day--which might not work this week--or late night thursday or friday. freakin' schedule.
I'm not sure if I have a crush or not. I don't precisely know what I have aside from a mind that just refuses lucid living as of late.
I may not smoke or do drugs, or even do quite a bit, and I may feel well adjusted most of the time, but my mind is a truly fucked up organism towards the rest of me. bleh.