I moved a lot as a kid. I went to 10 different schools before I graduated high school. It really wasn't easy for me to make friends. Always the new kid. I ended up getting picked on quite a bit, and it was discouraging. By the time I hit high school I was extremely shy, and I had some body issues. As you can clearly see I am a member of the IBTC, and when every other girl was blossoming in middle school I was praying to the titty gods for anything they could give me "a high a, super looooow b titty gods, that's all I ask for. The other kids are calling me flat chested :'(" They never replied, and the teasing didn't stop, until I stopped talking to people, which was around high school.
Entering college I wanted things to change. I didn't want to be that shy girl anymore. I knew this was the chance for me to make that change to be the open, goofy person that I am with my family. Everyone was going to be new, not just me and I had a real chance to find a place to fit in when I never had before. I talked to people, I went to parties, I had fun. I still wasn't 100% happy though, those body issues are tough to shake. My sophomore year, I decided to get my nipples pierced. Best Decision Ever!!! I don't know why I really cant explain it, but having the piercings just makes me more confident in my breasts. *Side note* I have not consistently worn a bra since getting my nipples pierced five years ago, once every few months if that (no need for a boulder holder when I'm only packing pebbles, plus they are irritating crumb catchers :P)
After leaving college I had confidence in who I was and what I wanted. And I was definitely pleased with my body, I mean I cant walk past a reflective surface and not check myself out haha. If it wasn't for college I probably would have never found that confidence. I would have never found SuicideGirls. I would never have found the courage to do a set for SuicideGirls. I wouldn't be who I am, and for that I am thankful for the experience. Thankful for the opportunity it provided to change my life for the better :)
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