amaya

SO, guys and girls..

for 10 days i am not so often online (till Aug. 22)
i have a lot of work here ...
So please, dont get insane

Kisses and hugs for all of u!

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i have bleach my hairs....and here is the result..



i must accustom to it... i need a modification in my fuckin live... i hate it... how disgusting

I know what's making me depressed, and I think I know how to change it... but it's easier to run away..
how ever..

i feel so bad..... i have free, for 2 weeks.... and its so fuckin boring.. too much time to thinking about the life and me..
all the things i do, which was bad and false... i hate me for this
i want to bleed..

help me out...



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Sometimes, people make me so happy...

so .. Why? see ...



Temper draw me.. its sooo fuckin good... she is so goddamn talented
*big hug for u* sometimes. i wanna meet u in real

and all the other girls from Germany here on SG

Anything, that u dont understand? Sorry, but english is not always simple ^^