amartya

Hey!

How is everybody doing?

I'm not especially happy in this moment, I must give back more than 200 euros to the french administration,who gave me some money because I was unemployed (the funny thing is than I'm still unemployed)...and now I have to give some of this allowance back because I....worked, a little, not enough to be really confortable right now.
Anyway

I've felt a little bad these last times, not much exciting things to say, time is just flowing, I need to find a job but I'd like to travel more than ever right now, escape a bit, breath some good air, I'm in a little routine, people close to me here are very busy, so I don't see them very often, and communication with my family is strange, not really good

I can't do anything but expect, wait things to get better, but just not wait, also MAKE things better.
I want to work in ONG's or associations, but the lack of work makes me doubt more and more, as if I made some mistakes somewhere, by deciding what I want to do, and what's good for me, or not.
I feel like I'm 16 years old again, asking myself "What I want / What I'm able to do with my life?"....
but I'm not 26, and a half, not 16 anymore, seems like I have to grow

Anyway, some good things are coming, including going back to see my family and good old friends, and also a little weekend with some GrimTeam/HelsassCrew members that I'd love to see again

I'm thinking of shooting a new set, next month if money allows it, I need to work on it

Take care