amanitamuscaria

Using losing pursuing
finding blinding waste
difficult must mean Diff-I-Cult
Why must I defy?
I-Cult=a cult of one.
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Enter into a strange room
there is a wamth coming from the fireplace
old rich red velvet couches and shiny well polished teas set.
Smelling the perfume of an aging woman trying to cover up the death she has inside.
Decay.
the big C.
I know of no other smell that suits her clothes.
Maybe the crossword puzzle tells the answers.
Good luck, maybe next lifetime.