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hopes for 2011
- to quit smoking my last cigarette was on new years eve and its now the 3rd hopefully i can finally do this
- to lose at least 10 pounds
- meet someone special <3
- move out
- pay a good chunk of my student loan off
- TRAVEL
- get my dream job
- have an epic amount of fun

i posted that Jan 3 2011 let see how i did and lets contrast and compare to this years list of accomplishments

1. I did not quit smoking i am very disappointed in myself but when the time is right I'll do it i already stopped smoking weed and cut down on alcohol majorly so just one more thing to do.

2.To say i accomplished this goal would be an understatement i PWNED this goal as of writing that i weighed in at approx 165 lbs as of today (including midnight pizza weight lol) i am 132 lbs 33 pounds i tripled my goal i am so incredibly proud of my self about this i never thought i could do it i feel amazing and i am so motivated to keep on.

3. meet someone special oh how i did i wish i had known when posting that that Jason was shortly going to be making an arrival in my life, we have had our ups and our downs but honestly he has been a very special person in my life this year. Outside of romance i met my very dear friend Kash this year we have known each other about 4 months and already he is my bro i trust him and i love him dearly i treasure his friendship a lot.

4.LOL i didn't move out.....

5.I did pay down a pretty decent chunk of my student loan not as much as i wanted to but... i did do a lot more then i could have.

6. Travel... not so much going away... far away but did a wee bit of travelish this year work got in the way of this hugely

7. fail.

8. I had a blast this year ups and downs aside Im a happy motherfucker

ok so 2011 in a nutshell

I lost more weight then i thought i would ++
I met some very special people ++
I had a lot of laughs and kept positive no matter what +
Nothing horrible happened to anyone in my family +++
Anxiety attack -- that was scary
Dad being diagnosed with depression + and - i worry about him like crazy but i am glad he has a diagnosis and is getting the help he needs
im still working a dead end job-
i didn't travel anywhere big-
i loved+

SO
list of things to accomplish for this year...
- go back to school
-quit my dead end job asap
-visit my best sexual's from college
-travel anywhere with anyone
-Go down to richmond hill and hangout down there way more
-Exercise to LOOK and FEEL awesome
-Have no regrets

oh and this isn't gonna really be on the list but i want to have this as a reminder to me

LIVE YOUR LIFE

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