Well im feeling better but i have a wicken cough from hell its wierd oh well the packing insanity continues and im finding it rediculously frustrating cos i don't want to pack shit im not gonna need later its like guh BUT in that exact same retard boat that i am captaining (howdy 
) im afraid of not packing some things incase i do need them
like i've made lists and lists and LISTS! but im going through my stuff and im like oh shit i need that to go with me and its not on the list...
god im dumb today...
oh well better then last night where i was literally so fucking tired from it being so hot/me not feeling well i was in an endless stream of tears that i could not explain sometimes i really do hate summer
also going through my stuff i found all the stuff my lovely princess emily gave to me and that made me pretty upset yesterday cos it was 3 years ago today that i saw her last and i still can't believe she's gone, just a reminder to not lose contact with people...honestly...you do never know thats tomorrow will bring
) im afraid of not packing some things incase i do need them
like i've made lists and lists and LISTS! but im going through my stuff and im like oh shit i need that to go with me and its not on the list...
god im dumb today...
oh well better then last night where i was literally so fucking tired from it being so hot/me not feeling well i was in an endless stream of tears that i could not explain sometimes i really do hate summer
also going through my stuff i found all the stuff my lovely princess emily gave to me and that made me pretty upset yesterday cos it was 3 years ago today that i saw her last and i still can't believe she's gone, just a reminder to not lose contact with people...honestly...you do never know thats tomorrow will bring