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i am employed!!!

i start july 19th win!!

its hot too hot

*stabs mother nature in the face*

anyways other news


i believe i am having my boy over for dinner tomorrow time to pull out all my cookin skills

hopefully i can remember how to cook chicken (blugh!) but hes a meatavore i do respect his personal life choices as much as he respects mine lol (which is not a lot on...
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interview went awesome possum saw a friend of mine @ said interview haha it was funny i hope we both get hired!!

oh and i also need to stop freaking out about stupid stuff murrr.... the boy just wanted to clear the air of stupid things he said drunk that i didn't take seriously anyways lol...as in him telling me i should move into his...
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interview today fuck i really hope i get this job so i can get some frigging money into my life!

in other news me and the boy apparently are having a coffee talk about 'understanding' fuck i seriously don't get what this means but he said nothing bad guhh boys are le confusing!!!

thoughts?

xox

I have 10.5 days worth of music on my itunes...BOO YEAH, thats a lot im starting to feel accomplished with my music collection

i need to stop blogging on here obsessivly

but i ususally will come one and make a post then fail forget to post something

plus i was really in an alcohol induced depression when i wrote my last blog (gah i hate drinking!!!)

but u know what i don't get.. im so HAPPY when im drunk then im SO depressed the next day

wierd i...
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so yesterday was the dyke march so much fun seeing my girls from school <3

then last night was the boys friends brithday so i got severely hammered

and today

i am freaking out

if i don't get a job soon..... im going to be fucked for money

i feel like im going no where

but the only thing that is going right is...my boy...
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I'll watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.


so for serious


im falling for him

and it feels sooo good

<3 <3 <3 <3
im so...
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yesterday was the BEST day EVER!


this boy is so AMAZING <3

hokay so about date with my boy

me and 2 of his friends who we found playing halo when we arrived at their residence lmao! my kind of people....sorta haha ok soooo anyways we well not me but my boy and his friend got stoned which ment we had a trek into the forest which was terrifying but fun (they both thought i wouldnt make...
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