I don't know why I thought pulling an all nighter would be a good idea. I'm about to say screw this garbage and just pass out.
So I haven't blogged in over a week. I was gone... On a vacation of sorts... The last 2 days of which I had no smokes... But it was pleasant none the less.
Alkaline is coming on the 21st. OH MAN!
In other news... I'm starting to become obsessed with photography... My passion for it is so weird.. It's not so much it goes away... Just the intensity of it changes sometimes... I think it's due to my lack of resources. Such as a darkroom, or the money to even have someone else develop my rolls.
Ugh.
I've decided to start making lists of the things I need to do. It gives me a sense of organization and is helping to soothe my feelings of being overwhelmed.Which I've felt alot latley.
OVERWHELMED. SO much it ends up draining me to the point where I lack the motivation to blog/write about it, talk about it or even release the pressure and anxiety and worry from my head in some other semi-constructive form.
And I think this is a pretty fucked up placed to live when peole can go to jail for the exhaust on their cars being broken.
Magistrates like trying to get blood from a damn stone.
So I haven't blogged in over a week. I was gone... On a vacation of sorts... The last 2 days of which I had no smokes... But it was pleasant none the less.
Alkaline is coming on the 21st. OH MAN!
In other news... I'm starting to become obsessed with photography... My passion for it is so weird.. It's not so much it goes away... Just the intensity of it changes sometimes... I think it's due to my lack of resources. Such as a darkroom, or the money to even have someone else develop my rolls.
Ugh.
I've decided to start making lists of the things I need to do. It gives me a sense of organization and is helping to soothe my feelings of being overwhelmed.Which I've felt alot latley.
OVERWHELMED. SO much it ends up draining me to the point where I lack the motivation to blog/write about it, talk about it or even release the pressure and anxiety and worry from my head in some other semi-constructive form.
And I think this is a pretty fucked up placed to live when peole can go to jail for the exhaust on their cars being broken.
Magistrates like trying to get blood from a damn stone.
Going to see Alkaline Trio= lucky lady!!
and I'm fabulous thanks for asking