sorry I haven't replied to everyone... I will soon I promise. Feel fucking miserable (on top of everything else).
Hardly any time to even go on this site with all my work.
Also fed up of feeling so standard, fed up of being on my own, fed up of being one of the 'average girls' that no one hits on unless its a last resort.
I swear no one (apart from people I'm not attracted to because they're chav's or something) is ever interested. I don't get what it is.. am I not skinny enough? Am I not pretty enough? Have I not got enough tattoos...... or am I not bitchy enough or stuck up enough to give off a 'cool' attitude? wtf.
I get people telling me such nice things over SG (and the odd amazing person in real life!) and then when I walk out the door for a night out I get a group of guys telling me I'm fat and I never EVER come home with a guy. Nor does anyone ever buy me a drink.
FInding it hard what to believe.
Not to mention someone I do like just clearly would't be interested at that level, though they're lovely. Never guna say anything cause it's simply not worth it. Rather never know than risk being turned down.
ANYWAY sorry to complain about myself... not something I usually do. Just generally feeling like the fat ugly girl atm and dont know what to do about it.
PLEASE IGNORE ALL ABOVE.
Hardly any time to even go on this site with all my work.
Also fed up of feeling so standard, fed up of being on my own, fed up of being one of the 'average girls' that no one hits on unless its a last resort.
I swear no one (apart from people I'm not attracted to because they're chav's or something) is ever interested. I don't get what it is.. am I not skinny enough? Am I not pretty enough? Have I not got enough tattoos...... or am I not bitchy enough or stuck up enough to give off a 'cool' attitude? wtf.
I get people telling me such nice things over SG (and the odd amazing person in real life!) and then when I walk out the door for a night out I get a group of guys telling me I'm fat and I never EVER come home with a guy. Nor does anyone ever buy me a drink.
FInding it hard what to believe.
Not to mention someone I do like just clearly would't be interested at that level, though they're lovely. Never guna say anything cause it's simply not worth it. Rather never know than risk being turned down.
ANYWAY sorry to complain about myself... not something I usually do. Just generally feeling like the fat ugly girl atm and dont know what to do about it.
PLEASE IGNORE ALL ABOVE.
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Wow, I can relate to that thought process completely!
You'd be surprised to know how many times you find out the answer would have been yes if you'd have asked though...