I'm gonna write about this here cause it may be relavent. Cause this is a porn site.
Obviously, I do not have a problem with porn. If I did, I would not be a member of a pay porn site (no matter how artsy fartsy it is, nude people intended to arouse is porn - this is not a problem) and most certainly would never consider posing for a porn site. That would just be silly.
But today I'm a little worried about porn. See, The Boy was at warped tour in Chicago which is sweet, and he went with a bunch of guy friends. He left the night before I got back from Norfolk, so it's been a little under a week since we saw each other last. We usually don't go more than a whole day (and usually it's something like I'll stay the night on Tuesday so we get up together on Wednesday, and hang out again on Thursday night) without seeing each other, so this has been sheer torture for him. I didn't really care til yesterday when I had an entire day off work and wasn't quite sure what to do with myself.
In any case, going with guy friends means three things: lots of strip clubs, lots of porn, lots of beer. The strip club thing doesn't bother me - he informed me he didn't go, I was just happy cause those things are f'ing expensive and he has other things that I think should be paid off first. Like his electricity bill. I don't mind lots of beer either, except that he'll probably be a pussy and not want to go out like we normally do on Tuesdays. I believe I will say 'fuck that' this week and go by myself if need be, but that sucks cause then I can only have 1 or 2 pints so I can still drive. But today, lots of porn is not such a good thing, especially after 5 days of no sex when he's used to, well, a hell of a lot. The way I cleverly put it is this: I am part of the group that believes 'I don't care where he gets his appetite, as long as he comes home to eat.' So if he sees some sweet porn, or just a hot chick on the street and that gets him happy to be with me, then awesome. But today is more like... stuffing himself with junk food all day and wanting to come home and eat a real meal, but he's too full to really eat much more. And that makes me make say,
But we'll see. They're not even to Fremont yet, even though he said yesterday they'd be home by the time I got off work (an hour ago) and then it's another hour or so from Fremont to here. I have to work at 6:45 and it'd be okay if it was just a few hours, but I'll be there for 6. And I am going to be tired. And starving. And either really sore or really cranky and unsatisfied. I'm not sure I'm a big fan of either of those options. But, we'll see.
Obviously, I do not have a problem with porn. If I did, I would not be a member of a pay porn site (no matter how artsy fartsy it is, nude people intended to arouse is porn - this is not a problem) and most certainly would never consider posing for a porn site. That would just be silly.
But today I'm a little worried about porn. See, The Boy was at warped tour in Chicago which is sweet, and he went with a bunch of guy friends. He left the night before I got back from Norfolk, so it's been a little under a week since we saw each other last. We usually don't go more than a whole day (and usually it's something like I'll stay the night on Tuesday so we get up together on Wednesday, and hang out again on Thursday night) without seeing each other, so this has been sheer torture for him. I didn't really care til yesterday when I had an entire day off work and wasn't quite sure what to do with myself.
In any case, going with guy friends means three things: lots of strip clubs, lots of porn, lots of beer. The strip club thing doesn't bother me - he informed me he didn't go, I was just happy cause those things are f'ing expensive and he has other things that I think should be paid off first. Like his electricity bill. I don't mind lots of beer either, except that he'll probably be a pussy and not want to go out like we normally do on Tuesdays. I believe I will say 'fuck that' this week and go by myself if need be, but that sucks cause then I can only have 1 or 2 pints so I can still drive. But today, lots of porn is not such a good thing, especially after 5 days of no sex when he's used to, well, a hell of a lot. The way I cleverly put it is this: I am part of the group that believes 'I don't care where he gets his appetite, as long as he comes home to eat.' So if he sees some sweet porn, or just a hot chick on the street and that gets him happy to be with me, then awesome. But today is more like... stuffing himself with junk food all day and wanting to come home and eat a real meal, but he's too full to really eat much more. And that makes me make say,
But we'll see. They're not even to Fremont yet, even though he said yesterday they'd be home by the time I got off work (an hour ago) and then it's another hour or so from Fremont to here. I have to work at 6:45 and it'd be okay if it was just a few hours, but I'll be there for 6. And I am going to be tired. And starving. And either really sore or really cranky and unsatisfied. I'm not sure I'm a big fan of either of those options. But, we'll see.
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The current boy has enough sex drive to wank twice a day to different types of porn and still fuck me later that evening.
The following is my feelings on mainstream video porn:
Porn doesn't actually turn me on... it never has much, I think I need to find some good lesbian porn to actually enjoy it. But then, there's the fact that it cracks me up, and the fact that often times the stuff they're doing to the woman seems so painful or uncomfortable... and the sounds are kind of as if she's in pain, too.
But I don't have a problem with boyfriends liking it, although occasionally I wonder if it gives them certain unnatural expectations for womens' bodies and sex, I am secure enough to not really give a shit if most of the girls have cuter tits than I do or something.