alyx666

"and if you have 5 seconds to spare
then i'll tell you the story of my life
16 clumsy & shy
i went to london & i
booked myself in at the y
wca
i said i like it here can i stay
i like it here can i stay
and do you have a vacancy
for a back scrubber"
--morrisey apropos of nothing

i've been feeling very disconected & 'out of it' lately. can't seem to focus or get anything done. don't know if it's the cure or the disease that's making me feel this way. or maybe i'm just losing my mind...
i think my intelligence is shrinking exponentially as i get older. i remember being a fucking genius back in the day--but maybe it's just my ego that's been shrinking...

"i wear black on the outside
because black is how i feel on the inside
and if i seem a little strange
well that's because i am"
--morrisey apropos of something

"one in a billion
maybe two or three
is there anyone out there who's anything like me
feeling so unloveable & black down to the core
i feel so much like morrisey it's just not funny anymore"
--me